"FUCK FUCK FUCK!" I said aloud.
In the mirror i saw 3 large purple bruises on my neck. That Eyeball kid gave me, Lila 15 years old, 3 hickeys.
I tried my best to cover them up. It didn't work. So i just put on a jacket.
"Lila! Get your ass down here!" Mother yelled
"chill your tits, what" i yell going downstairs.
"Lila! You little whore don't talk to me like that!" She yells back.
Mom comes close and than slaps my lip. I can tell it's bleeding a bite by the bitter taste of iron.
"your fuck buddies are here" She whispered.
"Fuck" I whispered quiet enough so she can't hear.
I open the door to see Chris, Teddy, Gordie, and Vern.
I wipe my lip and than stare them down.
"H-Hi" Gordie says.
"Hi boys" I say wiping the blood from my lip.
"What ha-" Vern started to say, than Teddy slapped him.
"Whatcha doing here"
"Wanna go swimming?" Teddy asked.
Chris stayed quiet, didn't say a word to me, not a single thing.
"Sure" I say looking him in the eye.
"Let's go" They all say.
We walked through town, and we walked on train tracks. And than it started to down pour.
"Oh- My- Fuck!" Vern yells running towards a tree.
"Vern-o, the lakes right there, chill" Chris said.
"Oh i wasn't gonna swim, i just wanted to be in the sun" Vern said
"You sound gay" Teddy whispered.
Teddy than yelled out 'WOOHOO!' took off his pants, and shirt, and jumped in. His body wasn't all that great, he had cigarette burns all over, he had the start of abs.
Gordie followed Teddy, but he kept his pants on. and than Chris. He took everything off but underwear. I couldn't help but stare for a second, he had a 6 pack, he was perfect.
He did a cannonball into the water.
"Lila! are you coming?!" Teddy yells.
I look at Vern, who pays down next to him "Put your cloths here"
I smile and than go under the tree, take off my top, jacket, and shorts. Place them next to Vern, and than run off to the lake.
I see the boys all staring at me. I look down and remember that i don't have cloths on, other than a red bra, and matching underwear.
"Take a picture it might last longer" I say.
I jump into the water, and than swim over to the boys.
"Teddy ya looking a little distance, you ok?" Gordie asked.
"Oh Teddy" Chris said laughing
Teddy sinks into the water and little, he looks uncomfortable.
"Teddy- your hard" Gordie says bursting out laughing.
"She's wearing a red bra, and her boobs look great how can't i" Teddy said.
Chris and Gordie also awkwardly laugh.
"D cup and proud" I say.
The boys all get a shocked look, and than all back away a little.
We end up just playing around in the water for a hour, the rain continues to rain.
"Wow! there's a waterfall" Teddy yells. He of course swims over.
Gordie goes with him to make sure he doesn't die. Chris and i stay behind. Vern is sleeping. So that really leaves the 2 of us.
"Why do you hate me" I ask Chris.
"I dont" He said.
"oh so calling me a slut is you being nice?" I asked.
"Chris Chambers isn't nice, i dont ha- what's on your neck?"
I remember that Eyeball did that last night. Chris seemed to be observant, so i had to make sure to high some other things better.
"Oh- um nothing"
"Bullshit! those are hickeys! you are a whore, i bet he popped your little cherry!" Chris yelled.
"Go to hell!" I yell swimming away.
I get out of the water. I start to walk back to the cloths, when i slip and hit my head on a rock.
I wake up to the boys screaming my name. I have a massive headache.
"Oh my god she not dead" I hear Vern yell.
I sit up. But get pushed back down.
"Don't" Gordie said.
"W-What happened" i ask
"You slipped" Chris said.
I touch the back of my head, it was sticky, i look at my fingers to see blood.
"Is it bad?" I ask.
"Not sure how ylu aren't screaming your head off" Gordie said.
"I've been through worse.. help me up" I say.
"In your dreams princess" Chris said.
"Fine" I say getting up myself.
I get up and immediately feel dizzy. I than look at all the boys, to see them wearing cloths, and i'm wearing a bra and underwear.
I realize they could have seen any of the scars, bruises, on my body.
"Why aren't i in cloths?" I ask.
"You passed you, we didn't wanna worry about that" Gordie said.
"As your in your cloths" I say.
"Well.." Teddy says.
"They wanted to see your tits? happy?" Chris said quickly.
"Did not" Gordie says quickly.
"I'm going home" I said putting on my shorts and top.
"No! you can't your gonna pass out" Gordie said.
"Well than i pass out" I say.
4 hours later
i've been home for 3 hours and i feel fine. Sure a little dizzy, but my head isn't bleeding anymore."Open the goddamn door!" Mom yells.
When i got back, i accidentally mouthed off my mom. i ran to my room, and now every 10 minutes she comes to my door trying to get through.
i didn't let her. i didn't do any her to come through, because i know if i did, i would probably be dead because of all the bleeding that has been happening.
once i didn't hear the knocking, i feel back asleep. I didn't want to be in this house, so i got lost in dreams.
When i woke up, it was late. i had tears down my face, i was crying in my sleep.
My head hurt like a bitch. and Chris once again called me a slut. Next time i see mom, i'll probably be dead.
I hurt. I hurt really bad. not from emotional pain, but from physical.
I quickly decide, that as soon as i turn 16, i will be getting out of this town, no more mom, no more abuse.
I climb out the window, and climb down the tree.
It's pitch black, the only light is coming from the street lights.
"Lila?" A deep voice says.
I turn around, and see him.. i hate him. why does it have to be HIM.
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15 going on 30(Stand By me)
Fanfiction15 years old and the whole world ahead of them. You never expect it to happen to you. Out of our minds. Loosing a friend. Falling in love. 1969. 15 going on 30. Growing up to fast. The world going to slow.