*** Couple of months later ***
I woke up in the middle of the night, my heart pounding, barely able to breathe, and very dizzy. I must have had a bad dream. I was all sweaty it was gross. I went to the bathroom and turned on the shower and got in. I sat on the shower floor and started crying. My life should have been happy now that I have my brother back but it not. I miss my mom, I miss my dad. I just wish we still had our some what functional family back. I hate the depression I have inside me. Alex and Andy think that I have gotten better. But what they dont know is that I have gotten better at hiding it. I hate my life. I hate waking up going to school and seeing a bunch of people act fake towards me. They are always smiling and being nice to me now that they know my brother is back. I wish they were like this when I lost everything.
Still sitting in the bathtub. I take my hidden blade and make a small cut to my wrist. I watch as the blood seeps down my pail white skin. I smile and make another cut. I love the feeling of the blade cutting into my smooth skin.....
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?" Alex asks me.
Busted......
"Babe, why are you cutting yourself?"
"I....I...." and i start crying again.
"You can tell me anthing you know that."
"I know"
"So what is it?"
"Im not happy."
****Hey guys i wanted to do a quick update sorry its short i hope you guys like it!***
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The outcast:
Teen FictionThis book is about a girl named Annabelle who is having trouble with school, family, and her life. Will her sadness take over or will she over come it? Follow me into the journey she takes to save her self and not fall into the darkness of her lif...
