Tine's POV
The next morning, I woke up to Sarawat sleeping right next to me. He wasn't hugging me or even touching me, but it felt warm. The morning air was cold, but something about it felt like home.
I had tried to take all the information Sarawat had given me last night as calmly and confidentally as I could. But to be honest, I was scared. Very, very scared.
I still did not know how to process the fact that my mother might die in less than 2 weeks and that I might die in the next two years.
What about all the things I wanted to yell at mom?
What about all those arguments I had made up in my head in hopes that we would cross paths again?
What about all the promises she had made for always being there for me when I needed her?
What about all the places I wanted to see in the world?
What about all the dreams that I had?
Would everything disappear when mom dies? And when I die?
Its funny how I literally wanted to die when dad threw me out of the house. I somehow picked myself up and build myself up again — and now that I know when I am supposed to die, I realised, I wanted to live. I wanted to live a life where I could go and fight with my mom whenever I felt too angry at her for leaving me out on my own.
I wanted a life so I could finally be happy... with Sarawat.
When we woke up, Sarawat left early because he said he wanted to look into more details in the accident — in case the future changed again. And I decided it was time to have some difficult conversations with my friends and the Sarawat in my world.
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"Hey guys, lets go down for lunch? My treat!"
"Your treat? Are you serious Tine?" Love looked at me all confused.
"Yes, lets just go, I only have half an hour till my next class starts." I looked down at my phone to check the time, only to realise, I still hadn't answered Sarawat's last message from last night. "Why don't you guys go down? I'll come by in a sec."
Tine [01:32pm]: Morning. Are you free today?
Sarawat[01:33pm]: May be. What are you doing?
Tine[01:34pm]: Just going down to the cafeteria for some food
Sarawat didn't text me back after that and I assumed he was probably having lunch today. So, I sat down with my friends around the lunch table, buying them all food, which definitely got me a few curious stares.
"So.. now that we are all sitting here. I have something important to tell you.."
"Wait, is that Sarawat?" Ohm, who was sitting across me, titled his head to look behind me.
"Walking towards our table? Most definitely." said Love.
"What?" I looked around, and surely, it was Sarawat, walking towards our table, staring at me — with a huge packet of food in his hands. Everyone in the cafeteria probably had his eyes on him, but he — he was only looking at me.
"Hey." Sarawat had finally closed the distance between us.
"Hey." I smiled back at him and we just stared at each other. How do I see him everyday and still feel surprised by the way he looks?
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my future roommate
FanfictionTine is in 2017. Sarawat is in 2020. They live in the same apartment, but in two totally different worlds. Can they find their way back to each other? Can they find their forever? This is a SarawaTine fanfic, partly based on 2gether and partly in an...
