Taken | billie eilish

10 | i'll never leave

"Billie," i laughed. "cmon bro i've took buku pictures of you. i'm tired!" i said rushing her to hurry up. she was having me take pictures of her, like always, in this bomb ass outfit she looked so good in.

"ou i like that one. yup that's fire," she said while hearting the picture on her camera role. she then quickly uploaded it to instagram (the picture above). "shit do you think anyone will notice?" she asked concerned for the fact that the pictures were taken in my backyard.

"um no we should be fine," i assured her.

she had a special livestream she was doing for her fans in bout an hour so that's why she was dripped out. we had a whole background thing set up in one of the extra miscellaneous rooms in my house where she would talk to her fans, sing some songs, and just interact.

it was cool watching her actually do stuff without her managers and shit with her in person. they were all on the phone giving her instructions.

i gave Billie some alone time with her fans and went to the kitchen to make us some food. i had an incoming call from Sierra. "hello?" i asked putting the phone speaker.

Sierra: hey G, how are you? *worried tone*

Me: oh, i'm guessing Lo told you what happened. did you know too?

Sierra: no i swear! i think that's really fucked up of her to keep that from you but please forgive her. she misses you.

me: i'm sure she does *chuckles* and she should continue to do so. that's not something you easily let go Sisi.

Sierra: just think about G, i love you

me: yea love you too, bye.

tf is there to think about? that's some shit you just don't do to your friend.

i finished cooking Billie and i's meal which took over an hour because of prepping and baking time. she finished her livestream just in time and came in the kitchen wrapping her arms around me and kissing the back of my neck.

no we aren't dating. yes i wish we were, but we're just taking things slow right now. we have such a good friendship, we don't wanna fuck it up but there's obviously feelings.

we've had sex like 2 more times again since the first time 2 weeks ago but other than we just been making out and shit. we ate our dinner and sat on the couch watching Fruitvale Station.

i felt my phone buzz like twice but i ignored it because i wanted my attention to be on Billie and the movie. we eventually were spooning on the couch (she's big spoon, i'm little spoon). i eventually turned facing towards her and we fell asleep.

i woke up to the sound of my front door knob jiggling. before i could react, the door busts open and Billie and i jump in fright while still laying down.

a shocked Kendal stares at me like i'm a ghost. but then i realized she wasn't staring at me, she was staring at Billie. Billie and i just looked at each other, knowing we had fucked up. Ken was speechless, i don't even think she blinked.

"Ken what are you doing here? and how did you get in here?" i asked sitting up on the couch, along with Billie.

"um its our monthly ice cream and movie night day. i tried texting you but you didn't reply. oh and plus i know where you hide the spare key," said Kendal, not taking her eyes off Billie. i rolled my eyes, stood up and pulled Billie up with me.

i groaned and said "Ken, this is Billie... Billie this is Kendal," Billie raised her eyebrows and did a slow nod realizing this is the super fan girl i told her about.

"oh boy," she whispered looking down (only i could hear her).

"B- B- Billie Eilish oh my gosh i love you so much, you mean the world to me!!" Ken said running up to her and hugging her.

Billie was still trying to process everything considering she just woke up and realized she's been caught. but she eventually hugged Ken back. "how are you love?" Billie asked Kendal.

she was so sweet for someone who is completely caught off guard.

"i- i'm great now omg!" Kendal exclaimed right before she seemed to realize what she walked in to. "wait a minute, what are you doing here Billie?" Kendal asked while squinting her eyes at me.

"sit down Ken," i said to her motioning my hand towards the couch.

all three of us sat on the couch, Billie in the middle. we explained to Ken how i saved Billie and why we have to keep shit a secret. Ken seemed really understanding but i think she was just more excited at the fact that the love of her life was sitting just 2 inches away from her.

we sat around talking for a bit but i started to get irritated as Kendal was just confessing her love to Billie.

i know she doesn't know that we have something going but fuck. read a room! we were literally laid up together when she came in. but we aren't official so do i have the right to be mad?

i was able to calm myself down for bit until Ken started getting beside herself fr. she literally began flirting with Billie, touching her hand, her shoulder, right above her knee.

i could see the discomfort in Billie's eyes but she kept a smile on for Ken. i don't think Billie really felt violated bc she's used to it, i just think she felt more nervous for the fact that she felt my death stare on the back of her neck.

i kept my cool til Ken said "so are you into girls?" with a smirk on her face, pushing her hand further up on Billie's thigh.

"okay that's enough of that shit," i said pushing Ken's hand off of Billie.

"G what the fuck?" exclaimed Ken looking at me like i was stupid.

"stop coming on to her like that? the fuck is wrong with you?" i said to her, raising my voice.

"i'm sorry Billie, am i making you uncomfortable?" she asked to her.

I didn't even let Billie get a word out before saying "it doesn't matter! lay the fuck off!" to Ken.

"why?!" she yelled back at me.

"because Billie is my girlfriend," i yelled to Kendal, not thinking twice about until Billie turned her head to look at me with shock in her eyes.

"what?" they both said looking at me. Billie looked happier than Ken though, who looked devastated.

"are you joking? cause it's not funny," Kendal said in a serious tone.

i looked at Billie then back at Kendal with nervousness in my eyes. Billie stayed quiet, got up and walked to the kitchen because she knew this was going south. (the kitchen is right next to the living room, where we are)

"wow," Kendal scoffed. "i- i can't believe you. you know how i feel about Billie and you do this?! yo- you're not even a real fucking fan like me!" she yelled.

"Ken- this has nothing to do with fandom!" i exclaimed, hella annoyed. "look it just happened, i didn't mean to hurt you. or for you to even find out hell."

"of course you didn't mean to hurt me or let me find out but God forbids that it happens to you!"

did this bitch just compare me getting cheated on to me dating someone that she wants? tf

i squinted my eyes and furrowed my eyebrows. "the fuck is that supposed to mean?"

"you have a problem with Austin and Lo keeping secrets but you can? wow," Ken scoffed.

i'm so close to slapping the stupid outta this bitch.

i pointed at the door and said "Kendal, leave."

"fine," she scoffed. "better hope i don't tell anyone your little secret," she smirked before walking out and slamming the door.

Billie stood there in shock. i let out a deep breath. "i'm so sorry, B. i completely understand if you wanna leave," i said cleaning up our plates, and walking it to the sink, not even looking at her. i placed them in the sink and turned around to Billie wrapping her arms around me.

"i would never leave my girl friend," she said hugging me.

i think i just melted.

she pulled away and cupped my face in her hands and said,

"you hear me? i'll never leave."