Taken | billie eilish

12 | you

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"di- did you take those pictures of me and Billie and send them to TMZ?" i asked Kendal, with so much hurt in my eyes.

she sat there quietly, and looked down.

i got furious. my mind went blank and it's like i could no longer hear anything. i went off.

"you stupid bitch! the fuck is your issue forreal?" i yelled to Ken across the table, standing up out my seat. "you were that fucking jealous that you do some shit like that?" i exclaimed with a cracking voice, gesturing my hand out to the side.

Ken just looked at me shaking her head no with tears streaming down her face. for some reason, that made me scream even louder.

"do you know what you could've did to her career?! God did you want Billie that bad?" i screamed at her.

"you just don't get it," Kendal said quietly.

"what! what don't i get Ken? it's clear that you wanted Billie so ba-," i was yelling til Kendal cut me off.

"it wasn't about Billie!" Ken yelled to me, standing up out of her seat.

i furrowed my eyebrows.

"it was about y- you," Ken said quietly with tears rushing down her face. "you! it's been you! i've wanted you for so fucking long!" she screamed at me with so much anger, pointing at me.

i just looked at her with so much disbelief. "w- Ken what are you talk-," i asked before she cut me off.

"i tolerated you and Austin because i knew you didn't even care for boys like that," she started, gritting her teeth. "but for you to go and date a girl again.. a fine ass girl like Billie at that i- i just couldn't take it. i'm sorry," she said before breaking down crying and running out of the private room.

my blood was boiling. i was experiencing so many emotions. i didn't even notice i had began panting. i looked down to a wide eyed Billie who i could tell didn't know what to even say to me. everyone was sitting there with their eyes shot open, mouths dropped, having watch the whole scene go down.

i ran to the bathroom to clear my head and maybe have some privacy. but no, of course not. i heard crying coming from the big stall. i opened it and there Kendal was, sitting in the corner crying. i went and kneeled down to her.

"i'm so sorry," she sobbed. "the last thing i wanted to do was hurt you," she said to me with sincere but then looked me in my eyes and said "but i can't say the same for your relationship."

i rose up and took a step back. i just looked at her with a straight face. i didn't know what to think. i felt someone lightly grab my arm. i turned around and there she was. my Billie B. biting her lip in nervousness as she began rubbing my arm for comfort.

"Billie i-," Kendal began but was cut off by Billie.

"no save it," Billie said to Kendal putting her hand up. "you know what you could've caused?" she added. "the fuck were you thinking?" she yelled. "cmon let's go G," Billie said quietly while tugging my arm for me to follow her.

we went back to the private dining room and everyone else was still there packing up there to go plates and stuff. Billie and i hugged them all and departed the restaurant.

the ride home was pretty silent. so many thoughts were rushing through my head.

how could she?
she wanted me?
is she okay?
what does Billie think?
did my friends know she liked me?