Taken | billie eilish

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                                billie's pov:

i cant take one more second of sitting in this hotel room with Finneas and Claudia being all boo'd up. we've all caught up about each other's summer, along with my parents. but now that it's late, everyone wanna lay down and shit with they boo :( . at this point, i don't even know if i still have a boo anymore. the way i walked out on Gigi, she might have taken that as a break up?

would you have taken it that way?

i kind of feel bad. it's like i completely understood where she was coming from, but i just want her to be with me so badly😭. but i guess that's asking her to sacrifice her work for mine and that's not the type of girlfriend i wanna be. not to the one i love.

wait, did i-

it's literally almost 1am and i still haven't heard from G since our fight. i'm sure she's poured a glass of wine and went to sleep by now. that's what she usually does when she's upset. or smoke a blunt or something but i don't think she has any weed on her so i'm sure she just drank. which doesn't sound too bad right now.

hope she wasn't out drinking and driving tho because i heard an ambulance couples hours ago so i hope she's away from any chaos.

i honestly planned on staying the night in Finneas and Claudia's room but i really think i should talk it out with Gianna, plus i miss my baby. i'll go to a 24 hour store since it's late, and get her some flowers and go home to her :)

it's about 2am and i pulled into our garage but her car wasn't there :/. maybe she stayed at a friend's house?

i've called her 5 times.. i'm REALLY dreading the idea of calling any of her friends but i guess i have no choice. i'll call Sierra first though, she's cool. i only have their numbers because G gave them to me for emergencies.

On the phone:

Sierra: um hello?

Me: Sierra this is Billie. is Gianna over there?

Sierra: um actually no. she was supposed to come here tonight after she was supposedly picking up weed but she never made it so i just assumed she fell sleep.

i instantly froze in fear. could she have wrecked? i began panting.

Me: oh my God. o- okay well she's not here. fuck fuck fuck. who was she getting the weed from?

Sierra: oh noo.. um Billie you're not gonna wanna hear this but she was getting the weed from Austin. he was her plug before so she was still gonna try to get some from him tonight.

my mind went blank. everything went blank. i hate that dude. forreal. i gritted my teeth and my voice got deeper.

Me: where does that bitch live?

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i pulled up the address that Sierra gave me and i see Gianna's car. fuck, i'm finna beat both they asses. why the fuck is she here so late?

i banged on the door as hard as i could and got no answer so i turned the knob. sure fucking nuff, it was open. the sight i walked in on was not one the i wanted to see.

a huge ass dark red puddle coated the kitchen floor. i'm gonna shit myself. i stood over it in shock thinking of every worse scenario that could have happened. no. that can't be. she can't be hurt. i dismissed my thoughts and crept around the house going in every room looking for them and came to the conclusion that they were not there.