college student, Gianna Woodard, finds her world changing as she saves the life of Billie Eilish. the two go through an unexpected journey together where they experience love, lost and lots of drama.
- mentions of kidnapping, sexual activity, cursi...
it's August and Billie officially leaves me in 2 weeks and i am nowhere near ready. i'm gonna be a complete wreck. i haven't decided on whether i want to move there with her or not cause i don't want to rush things. what do i doooo?
her team flew out here to Louisiana to meet with her in person and to help her gather things and just get some ideas flowing about what's to come. which is cool and all but now i have to actually see them in person instead of just calls😭.
i offered a space at my house for them to use for their meeting which they quickly accepted. they told me to sit in the meeting too to gather details incase i decided to join Billie on her tour and shit. after they were settled in their hotels, her team and family ubered to my house. Drew and Zoe were still here (i let them spend the rest of their summer here with their bestie).
as they arrived, Billie and i spoke and hugged them all one by one. i was accepting compliments about myself and laughing at jokes about Billie that she didn't find too funny lol. they almost cried when they saw her though, since the last time they saw her in person, she went missing.
we all sat on my back patio as we ate a lunch Billie prepared herself as a welcome for them. even tho i was at my own home, i still wanted to make a good first (in person) impression so i wore this (below but i was barefoot since we were outside and it's STILL my house lmao)
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"so Gianna, what are your thoughts about coming on tour with Billie? have you decided yet?" asked Danny.
everyone shot their eyes at me.
"well um i'm still thinking about it," i nervously chuckled.
Billie looked down in annoyance and embarrassment. but like that's literally a big decision. plus they don't know that she wants me to live with her too. ughhhhhhh.
after the meeting we all said our goodbyes as they left to go to their hotels. Billie shut the door and walked right passed me without saying anything.
"baby are you seriously mad at me? like forreal?," i asked her with my hands up.
she turned around mid staircase and looked at me like i'm crazy. "so what i'm trippin for wanting you to be with me? do you not wanna be around me? you rather do long distance cause i sure as hell not!" she said raising her voice every sentence.
"no but Billie, just like you, i have things to do too! i have school and a job that i absolutely love!" i said walking closer to her.
she came down the stairs a bit towards me. "i understand that," she said quieter. "but they're plenty more colleges and dance jobs and opportunities for you in Cali! like i don't get why you're so stuck here! your parents are gone at work all the time and your friends are shitty! forreal why do you wanna stay?" she said to me.
that honestly kind of hurt my feelings because why would she say that. i get she's just tryna convince me but some shit you don't even have to mention when it's clearly known. i just stared at her, zoned out thinking about how i now wanna punch her.
