When I Need You Most, You're Never Here

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SHIZUNLOVEME, "When I Need You Most, You're Never Here" [In progress]

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Where are you?

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If I were a beggar on the streets - begging for just a single grain of rice to subdue my death for just a second longer - you'd arrive just in time to see the life leave my eyes.

If I were hanging on the edge of a cliff you'd come right when I lose hope and let go.

I'd fall and you'd watch.

Watch as my body falls from so many feet in the air and laugh when my body splatters on the ground.

I know that I am way beyond repair.

I doubt you'd come on a lifeboat to rescue me when I'm drowning and gasping for air under the restless waves of the sea.

And by the time you'd arrive, I would already be at the bottom of the ocean.

tell me why you're never here when I need you most?

Why don't you care about me?

You'd rather watch me crumble than lend me a hand.

Right?

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