SHIZUNLOVEME, "The Night I'll Never Forget" [In progress]
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Warning: Mention of rape and murder
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"To my Sweet Little Flower,
Oh, how nicely you have aged. Day and night I dream of your silky hair, slim body, and your full red lips.
I come and see you right now, but now is not the right time.
I await the day that your blood covers your clothes and when your heart stops beating. For, if your heart doesn't beat like a drum for me - it doesn't deserve to beat at all.
Don't worry my darling, I will meet you soon when the moon is at its fullest.
Till then, wait patiently my love,
Sincerely.
Your only beloved"
The person who met me that night when the moon shone brightest - was not an old pervert, but someone who I took care of and grew up with.
The things they forced me to do that night scared me to death.
I will never forgive or forget them.
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They spoke words regarding how beautiful I was with tears streaking down my face and how nice it was to see my hands struggling to be freed.
My hands and feet were bound tightly and my mouth was shut with tape.
I will never forgive them - but oh, how I wish I could forget that moment of fear and helplessness.
When they left, they left me with bruises and cuts littered all over my body that remain still to this day.
Now I can't help but feel crazy.
I hear their voice at night like a broken record on repeat.
I want to smile like they did when they held me against my will.
I want to smile when I slit their throat, skin off their lips, and dice their hands to pieces.
I won't be satisfied until my sleeves are drenched in their blood.
In reality,- I'll never be satisfied.
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