The Thing That Makes A Human

The Day of the Incident

Word count: 1077
TW: death, mention of suicide
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I have gotten another mission today. I can swear that it's the 3rd one. Well, what else could I do? It's not like I have anything else to do.
I sit into the car and let the driver to take me there.

'Finally! It was a long ass car ride.' I thought to myself.
We were in front of an abandoned mansion. Weird place for a hideout. I hear moving from inside of the building so I send a man from the shooters in to see if there is anyone. When he motions with his head that the place is empty, I send the others after him.

Mori said that the only 2 important thing is 1: kill everyone here, 2: I can use anyone's life to save mine. I don't like the second but I know that I'm more important to him than them.

When everyone got in the doors and windows gotten all shut.
"Everyone fire!" I hear the command. 'Theese assholes set a fucking trap. I should have seen!'
I break the door down and run out of the building with a few people that are still alive. There is more than Mori said there will be.

'Fuck!' the sight I see is horrifying. At least a hundred man with machine guns. They knew I will come.
"Protect the leader!" "No!" I shout. 'They should protect themselves!'
All I can see is a few people from the enemy's organization getting killed and the dead bodies of the few people that got out from the mansion with me. 'I'm fucked...'

There are too many of them. I have to use it. But I know I'll die if I do.
I know Dazai will know it's me but he won't be fast enough to reach me. I am at least 30 miles away from the Agency and he can't even drive! Somebody should have taught him to!
But this is my only chance of completing the mission succesfully.

And I can talk to Dazai a little. "That bandage machine will want to smack me..."

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                        Dazai's POV
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"Kunikida-kuuuuun! Give it back!"
"Dazai! How many times do I need to tell you?! Listen to music at home! Now get back-!"
An earthquake cut him off. I ran to the window and see the familiar destruction that always gave me chills, even when I didn't want to admit it.
"Fucking God!" "Dazai-san! Come back! It's dangerous." I hear Atsushi's afraid voice but I don't care.

'That hat-rack used it without me! Will I- no! I'll get there in time!'
I look around and see Kunikida's car. Good thing Mori taught me when I got to the Maffia.

I quickly get in the car and start driving. I don't say that I'm better than Kyouka but I'm going with 120 miles/hour and still didn't kill anyone but a dog. It deserves it either way.

When I get 40 feet away from the place, I get out of the car and start running. The sounds stopped just a half minute ago. I still have time! I still have...

"Dazai... You ass, couldn't you be faster?" I hear Chuuya's voice only a few feet away.
"Chuuya! Thank God! You are still alive!" I say as I hold the ginger.
"Dazai! I... I'm sorry." I see the injuries all over his body. 'He really used Corruption.'

"Why did you do it! You knew I won't have enough time! Why did you-!"
"Dazai! I didn't have a choice. I just wanted to see you one last time."
"No! I don't want to let you! We can still get to the hospital!"
"There is simply not enough time Dazai."
I look at Chuuya with tears in my eyes seeing his own tears rolling down his cheeks.
"See you later, partner." He said with a week smile and died in my arms.

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                    3rd person POV
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The brunette just sat there hugging his now dead friend, partner, brother, whatever he looked at him as, tears unstopabally rolling down his cheeks, screeming in pain. He couldn't belive it. The same thing.

The same pain. The same importance he lost. The only thing that wasn't the same is his reaction.
That day he didn't cry, scream or stay with Oda Sakunoske. He couldn't stay there. He needed to let his wish come true. But it didn't.

He let Chuuya die. He couldn't save the last person that meant anything for him. He couldn't grant what Odasaku wanted. Mori should have let him die the first time they met. Atsushi should have let him die when they first met.

He heard the cars pull up behind him and the people getting out of them but he didn't look up. He didn't care about them. The only thing he cared about is that he failed again. The 2 people that meant the world for him, even if he didn't act like that, are now both dead. And he can't do anything but accept. It felt like God picked him as a little toy to bully, hit, throw and chew on like a little kid. He belived in God but only that he wanted to see him broken.

Kunikida reached him and tried to pull him off but no use. He only earned to make Dazai hug the boy even tighter.

He wasn't smilling. He wasn't laughing. He didn't put on that emotionless expression. He was crying his eyes out and didn't want to stop. When Atsushi and Akutagawa tried to pull him off, he kicked them both in the stomack.

They figured that the only way to get him off is that Mori gave him the same drugs he used to take so he could sleep the night and make his insomnia go away.

So they gave him the drugs. He was on the ground, with tears on his face in a few seconds. Still hiccuping.

Now everyone understoode why he acted as he did. He didn't want to seem weak and hurt. He didn't want people to feel the same as he did if he would commit suicide succesfully. He pushed them away, knowing how they would feel if he befriended them.

They finally saw Dazai's true form: a broken boy, who is depressed and have a reason to kill himself, wich is the unberable pain he had experienced since he was a little kid.