The Thing That Makes A Human

5th day after the incident

Word count: 1415
TW: mention of bisexuality (head canon), alcohol, mention of drugs
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                     Kunikida's POV
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"Good morning... Is Dazai-san here yet?"
"No, he isn't." I heard Atsushi answer.
"He looked really mad when I met him yesterday at the shopping center."
"Gin Akutagawa?"
"Yes, Kunikida-kun. She came to give us information about what Dazai-kun did, back in the Mffia when he was this pissed." I hear Yosano say.

"Yes, and I would like to start. So first of all, his senses get about ten times sharper. Especially his hearing and smelling."

"That's how he could tell his coffee was druged."

"If you really drugged his coffee, you are lucky. Last time, someone tried to drug him after he didn't sleep, because of a mission. They got killed. But back to the topic. You should be very careful. I heard that he was abused, so if he wants to show you pain, he knows how to. Lastly, just because he isn't muscular, he could kill you all by himself. This is why he was the most feared, even when he was still 15."

"Thank you, Gin. And can you please tell your brother that he was right about the drugs?"
"Yes, Atsushi-san. But I will go now, I don't want to be here when he arrives." she said, as she jumped out of the window.

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                        Dazai's POV
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It's 8:00am. I just finished my second cigarette. It doesn't help much but at least I feel a little calmer.

'Why would Kunikida-kun try to drug me. But if it was only him, the others would have told me. This means that everyone wanted to. But why?'

Yeah, it was a stupid question. They want the annoying yet known Dazai.

'I'm happy I never tried to be friends with them. They have never tried to understand me. Why should I be nice?' I think, as I walk into the office.

"Good morning, Dazai-"
"Shut up." I say with a fearfull voice.

'Well done, Dazai Osamu. Back to the real personality. Cold and careless. Fearable. At least they know that I am not joking around.'

"You should be nicer to Atsushi-kun!" I hear Kunikida. He tries to pretend that he isn't afraid of me.

'Heh, he wouldn't be a good actor.'

"And YOU should shut.up. I know that he knew you tried to drug me, with everyone else, so I wouldn't like to talk to any of you today." my voice is dark, sirious, and fearfull. My eyes can't say more than this either. "Just put my work down on my desk so I can start it." I say a lot calmer.

"Well, fine. Here you go."
"Thank you."

'Well, as long as I do this, let's think of a memory.'

                Flashback to 5 years

Mori and his parties. I would go fully insane if he had them weekly. I hate when I have to be around so many people.

'Well,' I think to myself 'why not go out for a walk?'

I start walking towards the door, and grab a bottle of wine on my way out.

As I sit down on a bench, I hear footsteps.

'Why dear God, why?'

"Bandage device!" 'Great!' I don't say that I don't like talking to Chuuya-san, but sometimes I want to be alone too.

"What is it?"
"Why did you come here? You know there is a party, right?"
"Yeah..."

Him, Odasaku, and maybe Ango are the only ones that can see trough me.