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Fourth chapter

Amanda's POV

Just hearing her voice was an unsurpassed feeling. I can't believe what she said. It can't be true that she doesn't want to. Sure, she just angry. Let's say if I were her, I would do the same thing. Why did I do it? Because I'm a coward. My whole life has been my tasks. I studied and learned until they got out of here to another place that was real. It was too real, and I really liked it because I knew I had a place, and I could go on. No matter how far away I was, I knew I would rule one day, and I will love it. I've never in my life thought I had to give up on this for anyone. When it came time to make a decision, I only saw what I had done in recent years to achieve this. Because that's what I was born for. Yet I'm not happy. I thought if I could finally be my own master, I would be happy. I'm not. First, I thought it would be better for us eventually Liz who will go to the university and I will reign. For a few days it went great. I didn't even think about her. Then one day, at lunch, I looked at the door we entered in fear to make a chocolate biscuits, and my throat was dry and I thought there would be no more secretly baking cookies there would be no more learning together. She would never be here again, but it was still in my mind that she was happy. So, it will be much easier for her. She will be able to focus on the really important things. I was wrong. Felipe's call was so surprising that at first, I couldn't believe it had happened. Again. I was so clueless about what should I tell her, but Felipe just said he didn't care what I was saying just put it all right. I thought about it all. Then I heard her cry and I forgot everything what I want to say because I wanted her to know that I love her because that is the truth. She was the one who made me happy and I would be so with her every single moment that it hurts. I still claim it's better for her without me. I hope she didn't look at the news and didn't read that many filthy comments. In this way can protect her from bad people and the media. One day she will thank me. Only my stupid heart wouldn't hurt so much.

"James!" I said when I saw him. "Do you know anything about Liz?" He just looked away.

"Don't be mad princess I'm busy." He would like to walk away but I grabbed his arm. He is angry with me too.

"Please! Felipe called to be taken to the hospital because she was faint and anorexic. Says this isn't as serious as I think please." I started to crying and looked at the floor. He hugged me in a few moments. If he hadn't done that, I'm sure I'd pass out. Faint it is! I pretended to slip the floor out from under my feet and he held on.

"I'm so proud of you now, but a full responsibility parent doesn't say that." I smiled faintly. "I knew it." He whispered.

"What happened?" I heard Paul's voice.

"I had no idea she was just talking at any moment and then she just fainted." James said.

"I'll call the doctor give me a second." James held in his arms with my face facing his chest. Luckily so Paul didn't notice my smile. "What is it that is not available? Do you know how much we pay him to come home? Dickhead!" He said nervously. James's laughter suppressed mine fortunately. Who would have thought that Paul could talk like that too. "We need to take her to the hospital immediately and then I will call the queen later."

I felt James put me in the car.

"I will drive you say something immediately when she move, or wake up." Paul said.

"Alright." James said.

So, we headed to the hospital with false fainting.

"Stay here I'll tell one of the doctors to take her in a place where no one can see her." Paul said. I thought James nodded. I heard someone opened and closed the door.

"Did you do this for Liz?" I just smiled with my eyes closed. "We're still very angry with you especially Liz for not doing anything."

"No one understands." I said and I chose to stay in this lying position with my eyes closed because who knows when Paul is coming back.