The Tutors Lessons |HS|

Chapter 35

JAS P.O.V.

I cross my arms as I stare up at him blankly. I didn't know he'd actually walk in when he said he would.

Why did he chase me back here?

I got a whole bunch of thoughts running through my mind right now not allowing me to think straight.

He sighs before speaking up.

I just ignore him and put my head in my hands "Sorry" I groan into my hands.

I have to stop doing this, I can't keep on running away from things.

It's silent for a few seconds before I feel his fingers on my chin as he tilts my head up so im forced to look at him. I love it when he does that.

He studies my face.

"It's okay, I get it" he smiles. What?

I gulp as I try and understand what he means.

"Uh..w-what do you mean?" I stutter.

He looks down before looking back into my eyes again "I get that your probably scared..like it's all happening too fast?" he exclaims and cups my face into his enormous hands.

I wonder if he felt that thing during the kiss?

My lashes flutter from his comforting touch and I lean my cheek against his hand just relieved that he understood.

Why is he like this? His so understanding and im glad to have him in my life but I don't know what to do about my feelings towards him, it's all muddled up.

I guess the only reason why im scared is because I don't want to give in my feelings for someone like that then they leave and never come back...

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HARRY'S P.O.V.

"Uh..w-what do you mean?" She stutters.

I look down on the ground, Do I tell her?

I look back up at her and find her eyes pleading for an answer.

"I get that your probably scared..like it's all happening too fast?" I question trying not to sound putten off, I cup her face in my hands to give her a sense of comfort.

My heart skips a beat when her lashes flutter as I touch her, she leans her cheek into my hand and I notice her letting off a relieved sigh.

Im happy she's much more relaxed now, I don't want her to be panicking like that and running away from her problems, literally.

"Harry?"

"Hmm?" I nod taking my concentration back to her.

"I need time to think about it all.." She says softly.

"I understand" is the only thing im able to say as I smile because im more than happy with her conclusion of all this.

I understand she just needs a bit of time and I'm willing to give her it because I want to be here for her at times like this.

A small smile forms on her face and relief washes over me seeing her smile again.

"Ey! Hurry up in there Jas I need to use the loo!" someone bangs on the door causing us to jump.

My eyes go wide and I stare at Jas nervously remembering that I'm in the girl's fucking changing rooms.

As much I've dreamt of this, this is not how I wanted it.

"Well good luck" she chimes.

"Wait, what does tha-"

Jas chuckles before unlocking the cubicle door and casually walking out leaving me inside.