𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐓𝐎 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓 𝐌𝐄 [Discontinued]

𝐀𝐦𝐨𝐮𝐫

I wake up early in the morning and carefully turn to the side. I wake up to the view of Jay still sleeping like a baby next to me his one hand around my waist. Yes, he did hold me the whole time we slept.

I admire him as he just lays there with his dark brown hair being all messy, this man even looks flawless when he sleeps. I place a small kiss on his cheek and carefully remove his hand from my waist trying not to wake him.

thinking I succeed I stand up from the bed but to my surprise, I feel his hand on my wrist pulling me back into his grip he hugs me from behind and places his face in the crook of my neck, leaving small kisses on it.

I chuckle ''I didn't want to wake u up, u look so peaceful when u sleep''.

 ''What are you up to Miss Lopez running off leaving me here half-naked in bed what a shame of you''

''No idiot I just wanted to take a shower to You know to get freshen up and stuff yesterday it was pretty exhausting'' he grins with his eyes still closed while I speak.

I roll my eyes trying to get out of his grip but he cages me on top of him. ''Don't roll that beautiful eyes of you on me, but have I mentioned how mesmerizing you look on top of me''.

 I bite my lower lip when all the memories of yesterday night start to play over and over in my head.

he bends my body down to his level and squeezes my ass slightly forcing my mouth to open, he licks his lips before he kisses me and slips his tongue in exploring my mouth, His hands sneakily running up and down my thigh.

He groans when I break the kiss, I know exactly where this would lead to, and don't get me wrong the sex was amazing, the best I ever had no doubts about but I need a second to just cool down and think about everything. 

since I met him I did so many things I promised myself to never do, starting with giving him my number that day and actually answering each of his messages, ending by sleeping with him and really enjoying every second.

 never had a man having such an effect on me as he does. it's like each time he walks into the room my eyes are glued on him, each time he touches me my body craves more than just innocent touches.

I jump off him and rush over to the bathroom, my oversized shirt that has been barely covering my butt sinks to the ground when I walk into the shower and let some cold water run down my naked body.

I just wanted to turn the water a bit colder when I feel jay joining me.

he hugs me from behind placing soft kisses on my shoulder making my body heat up under the now freezing water. I tilt my head back resting it on his muscular shoulder. throwing him a dirty look, not that he notices it he's too busy kissing my neck and cupping my boobs with his hands.

I  turn to face him and cross my arms behind his neck entwining my fingers in between his fluffy morning hair, I pull myself up to him, our naked bodies rubbing against each other craving for more than the kissing we exchange.

I really underestimated his kissing skills, they are addictive.

He picks me up pushing me against the wall behind us, deepening our kiss. lowering his hand down to my ass, he spanks it leaving a light mark behind. 

I move away grabbing the only towel in there leaving the shower leaving him all horned up for me behind.

 I know very well I am playing with fire, but what if getting burned is exactly what I want.

''Jade, please tell me you didn't just do that'' I hear him shouting ''well I think I did Amore'' I shout back.

He walks out with frustration written all over his face and sits down on the bed lingering in the air trying to avoid watching me, while I put on my very revealing bikini and an aquamarine jumpsuit over it.

I walk over to him and sit down in his lap, sitting with my ass right on his crotch ''Eh come on tell me how hot I look''

He scans my whole body from nose to toe 

''Like the hottest woman walking here on planet earth, and I am sure the clothes will look even better on the ground tonight after I tear them from you'' 

 I slightly blush and kiss his lips slipping my hand under his shirt, he put on in the meantime I was getting dressed.

''let's go to get some breakfast I am hungry'' I was hungry but not really for food, but he doesn't need to know all the details does he.

He stands up smacking my ass when he walks past me and leaves the room without saying anything. both of us walk down to the canteen, as I walk in I see his Parents and Liam already enjoying their breakfast. we both sit down with them.

Jay's Mother is by far one of the sweetest women ever, me and her get along really well according to the fact we two have known each other for just 24 hours.

She told me a few cute stories from Jay's and Liam's childhood ''mama please enough'' the boys complained. Jay's eyes never left me. She also told me something about her and her husband's love story they met at work and have been in love ever since. 

After 25 years of marriage, they still seem so in love with each other. 

The Mood drops when Mrs. Larrier asks about my father, even after 4 years I still can't speak or think about him without tears shooting in my eyes, 

So I answer like I always do ''My Mum and him divorced it was a really toxic marriage nearly 5 years ago now'' I feel jay's hand on my thigh, it really helps me remain calm about the situation. He notices and a soft smile appears on his face.

''And Jade is there a man in your life?'' Pierre asks, trying to change the topic  

''No, well...after seeing my mum suffer so much under the heartbreak I decided to focus more on my studies than on love, I just think I haven't really gotten over my parent's divorce'' 

''Well, your mum did ''Liam cuts me off ''why can't you?''

''scared of getting hurt I guess'' I retort with my voice slightly breaking. Linda luckily notices right away and switches the topic distracting others from staring at me.

I glance over at Jay, it is written in his face he definitely wants to push this topic further but after all, decides not to.

 and I couldn't be more thankful for it. I just look down on my plate with the half-finished food trying to drag everyone's mood down.