Ashlynn's P. O. V.
I walk through the door and my biological douchebag is piss drunk. Oh great. This will certainly end well.
"Where the fuck do you think you're going?!?!" He says before punching me in the face and throwing me across the room.
Don't fight back, Ashlynn. It'll make it worse.
"You're not going to answer your father, huh?" I look at him and I see his hand connect with my face again.
"Father?!? You've been nothing even relatively close to a fucking father to me my whole life!!" I retort, which pisses him off greatly.
"You're such an emo bitch, Ashlynn!" Another punch.
"I don't know why you're mom didn't get an abortion!" This time he kicks me in the ribs.
"Why don't you just kill yourself?" Is the last thing I hear my biological douchebag say as I run upstairs with tears in my eyes to my room. I locked the door and ran to the bathroom. I go to my hiding spot and find my razor blades. I take my bracelets off and start slitting my wrists and sobbing.
I'm worthless. I don't know why I'm still here. All I have to do is see my favorite band tomorrow. Then I can leave forever.
I watch the blood gush out of the 15 new cuts I made and I cry.
Why do I have to be such a fuck up? Why do I have to see my own blood to feel better? Why am I hated this much?
I sigh as I clean the blood. I wait for the cuts to stop bleeding. When they do I come out of the bathroom and return my razors to my hiding spot. I turn on my music and start drawing. After a little while Saviour by Black Veil Brides comes on. I turn it up and start to sing with Andy's beautiful voice.
"A saviour for all that you do. So you live freely without their harm......"
After the song ends I look at my phone and see that it's 12:54 pm. I turn off my music. It's late and I wanted to be rested for the concert tomorrow. I change into my batman pajama pants and a Falling In Reverse shirt. I go into the bathroom, brush my teeth, wash my face, and take my makeup off. I get in bed and put my headphones in. Helena (So Long & Goodnight) by My Chemical Romance starts playing as I drift off to sleep.
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Where's my Saviour? (Black Veil Brides)
FanfictionAshlynn Hadley is the outcast. She's depressed and her father abuses her. Her mother left her she she was 6. She cuts herself, starves herself, and struggles with not ending it all. When she meets Black Veil Brides, will it change her life for the b...
