ASHLYNN'S P.O.V
"Oh fuck. He's probably going to tell me to leave. And that I'm not anything he wants to be around anymore. That I'm just one big fuck up. Oh great. It's like my biological douchebag all over again. Speaking of, I have three Voicemails from him. I'd better listen to them."
VOICEMAIL ONE-play
"Ashlynn Hadley, I WILL find you and I WILL get you. Even if it's the last thing I do!"
VOICEMAIL TWO-play
"Ashlynn in serious! If you're not home by tomorrow I'm sending in a police report that someone stole you!"
VOICEMAIL THREE-play
"I AM going to find you. Mark my words. God help you if I find you."
Fuck fuck fuck fuckity fuck. What am I going to do now? Andy doesn't want me, my fucking father doesn't want me. Nobody wants me. Maybe it'll be better if I'm dead. Yeah. Dead sounds nice about now. I think I'll send a group text to all the guys saying good bye.
GROUP TEXT
Me: Hey guys. Just wanted to say that you've been really good to me and I'll be forever on your debt. Thanks for taking me in. I really appreciate it. Keep me in your thoughts. Goodbye guys. :)
Andy: ASHLYNN, NO PLEASE!
C.C.: ASHY, YOU CAN'T!
Jinxxy: NO PLEASE DO NOT DO THIS. YOU ARE MY BEST FRIEND.
Ashley: HOT CAKES, WAIT FOR ME. IF YOU LEAVE, I LEAVE TOO!
Jake: NO YOU'RE LIKE A SISTER TO ME!!!
Me: Guys, you don't REALLY need me. Goodbye. I'll see you in hell!
C.C.: Ashy, I need you more than air itself. If anything happened to you, I would never forgive myself. I'd try to kill myself everyday until I succeeded. Just to be with you. I'd go to the ends of the earth for you. I know I may not show it, but I really mean it.
I better do this quick. One of them will burst through that door soon. I grab my sharpest razor, a bottle of oxycodone, and head to the bathroom. I dig the razor into my wrist with inhuman force. I carve "I WISH..." into my left wrist. I carve "NOT STRONG ENOUGH" into my right wrist. Then I add really deep cuts for emphasis around the words. I slit my neck too. Then I take seven pills and wait for me to bleed out. That's the last thing I remembered before the whole world faded to black.
ASHLEY'S P.O.V
I bust into the bathroom door and find Ashlynn bloody and unconscious. Fuck! I pick her up bridal style and put her in my car. I drive too fast to know to the hospital. Good that it's like around the corner. I run her in and they take her from me. I call the guys and let them know what happened. Andy says he will be here in about five minutes. I can't believe I was almost too late. God, if she doesn't survive, I'm next....
A/N: Let me know what you think in the comments, my lovelies! Remember how C.C. was also in love with Ashlynn? Well if you like this story, it's about to get more interesting. Sorry that I couldn't put a picture up for the last chapter and this one, I'm on safari on an iPhone. Not the app. But when I get my phone or tablet back, I'll put pictures up. If you feel like something should be added, let me knowing the comments. Stay beautiful, my lovelies!
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Where's my Saviour? (Black Veil Brides)
FanfictionAshlynn Hadley is the outcast. She's depressed and her father abuses her. Her mother left her she she was 6. She cuts herself, starves herself, and struggles with not ending it all. When she meets Black Veil Brides, will it change her life for the b...
