Where's my Saviour? (Black Veil Brides)

It's Your Fault...

Ashlynn's P. O. V.

Why is Andy acting so concerned about me? I'm just a fan. Oh god.... What if he thinks I'm a freak and he's taking me to a phsycho ward?!?!? No... He's probably just being nice. Relax. Calm down. Don't jump to conclusions. That never ends well.

I yawn and start to feel really tired. I snuggle up on the couch with my phone and see I have a text from Andy.

Andy-Hey how are you doing? We're almost done. Should be back to the bus in about 30 minutes.

Me- I'm fine. Don't worry about me! Have fun at your signing!

Andy-Okay....... No promises. :P

I slip in my headphones and play my music. Picture Perfect by Escape The Fate comes on and because I was alone, I started to sing along.

Why'd you have to go?

I'd give up my eyes, to see you one last time.

And I'd give all my fingertips to touch you.

I could paint you picture perfect even if I were blinded.

But you have to die.

For me to see how to live.

For me to see how to live.....

That sing was my favorite by them. It meant a lot to me because I lost my one friend due to a car accident and I relate.

God if I hadn't let her go with him. She said that he was sober and would be safe. If only I was smart enough to see his was shit-faced.... I could've saved her. She'd still be here.....

I feel the tears threatening to come and I ran to the bathroom. I pulled out my razor and rolled up my sleeve. I took my bracelets off and starting pulling the blade across my wrist. Five on my left wrist, five on my right wrist, and five on each thigh. Twenty is good for now. I cleaned up my wounds and put my razor back in my pocket. I put my bracelets back on, rolled my sleeves down, and fixed my makeup so the guys didn't suspect anything. I went back into the living room and sat on the couch. Just then my phone vibrated with a text.

Jinxx- Hey Andy said you were on the bus. We're just finishing up and should be there soon.

Me- How did you get my number? And why are you already in my contacts?

Jinxx- Andy and Andy.

Me- Ohhhh. Okay. See you soon.

Jinxx- Don't burn the bus down!

Me- No promises!!! :P

Well if I have Jinxx already in my contacts than that means the other boys probably are too. I look through my phone and sure enough, the guys are all in there as well. I decide to check my Instagram and a couple minutes later the guys come trampling through the door.

"Could you happen to be ANY louder on that entrance?" I joked while rolling my eyes.

"Oooooh she's pretty. Can we keep her Andy???" Ashley asks while everybody laughs.

"So what's up...... Um.... What's your name?" C.C. asks.

"Ashlynn. Besides dying on the inside because my favorite band is STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME?? Not much just chillin' out." I nonchalantly reply.

"Not to be rude.... But why are you here?" Jake ponders.

"I have no idea. Ask Andy." I reply while shrugging my shoulders.

A blush starts to creep up on Andy's face and I giggle.

"What's so funny, Ashlynn?!?" Andy questions.

"You're blushing and its incredibly funny." I say while laughing.

"Well I'm hungry!!!! I want food!!" C.C. screams

"We can order pizza?" Ashley suggests.

"PIZZA!!!!" C.C. yells while jumping up and down like a little kid.

I can't help but giggle at C.C.'s childishness. Ashley orders the pizza and once it arrives we pop in a movie and snuggle up on the couch. I don't eat much and Andy looks worried but I shrug it off. I ended up with my head in Ashley's lap and Andy's head on mine. C.C., Jake, and Jinxx end up kinda piled weirdly on each other. I ended up fall in asleep during the movie. I felt safe for once and I liked it. But I knew that it would have to end. It was to good to be true. But I didn't let it get to me because I wanted to enjoy every moment.