ASHLYNN'S P.O.V
"Well, here we are again. I hurt myself again. It's a pattern I guess. I'm never going to get better. I wish I could be fixed. But I can't. I'm too broken. Why is it me? Why does everything always happen to me? WHY?!?!" I think before pulling out my phone. I see that Andy has texted me.
Andy: Hey beautiful ;) I miss you :( How you feeling?
Me: I'm doing better. I just wish that.. Nevermind...
Andy: What is it Ash?
Me: Nothing... :')
Andy: We'll talk when I get home.
Me: Otay :/
I lock my phone and put it on my stand. I then realized I can't not be dressed and not all ready for any of the guys. They can't see me looking like shit. I grab black leggings, a Bullet For My Valentine shirt, and 12 band bracelets. And of course black underwear and a black bra.
"Don't want them boobs flying." I say to myself.
After I get out of the shower I brush my teeth, straighten my hair, and do my makeup. Then I throw on a pair of socks and black high top converse.
I go out into the living room and sit on the couch. I play with my mermaids. I'm obsessed with this app where you take care of mermaids. I absolutely love it. Then Andy comes home.
Oh great.... Here it comes...
A/N: Sorry it's short. But I just got onto my sister's phone and decided to write a new chapter. Wanted to let you guys know that I'm trying my best. It's kinda hard when you got your phone taken away for getting into a relationship. And your tablet for trying to end your life. Sorry guys. I'm really trying. I'll make it up to you, my lovelies. I'll post at least two chapters a week when I get my electronics back. Just remind me, okay? ;) I love you guys ;*
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