Once Again, I Fucked Up

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Andy's P. O. V



"She's just so goddamn perfect." I think while I stroke her hair while she sleeps.


She starts to stir and I look at her. She opens her eyes.


"Good morning, beautiful!"


"Hello there Andy," Ashlynn says whilst yawning. God even her yawns are cute.


"How did ya sleep?"


"Considering I was laying on you and Ashley, pretty good!" Ashlynn says


"Well, I'm glad I could be of assistance." I say with a bow.


"Did I upset you or are you being sarcastic?"


"Sarcastic. You couldn't upset me."


"Yeah you say that now." She says with tears welling up in her eyes.


"Ashlynn.... I'm sorry." I grab her and try to comfort her but she runs into the bathroom.


Ashlynn's P.O.V.



*TRIGGER WARNING*


I grab my razor and roll up my sleeves. I cut seven times on each of my wrists and roll up my shirt to expose my stomach. I cut twenty times on my stomach. I watch the blood pour out and wash my cuts up. I wait for them to stop bleeding and put my razor in my pocket. I fix my makeup before heading out of the bathroom. As soon as I open the door I'm greeted by one C.C.


"Well hello there pretty lady."


"Hey C.C. What's up?"


"Having to pee and taxes."


"Well go pee."


"THAT'S WHAT I AM TRYING TO DO"


"Well I'm not gonna stop you. Have fun in there."


"I will. Thank you."


I walk out of the hallway and back into the living room. I see Ashley on the couch staring at me. I go over to him.


"Hey Ashlynn. How'd you sleep last night on the Andy and Ashley bed?"


"Super comfy thanks."


I feel my cuts open and I panic.


"What's wrong Ashlynn?"


"Um...... Nothing...."


The blood trickles down onto my hand and Ashley notices. He reaches and rolls up my sleeves. He sees my scars, cuts, and fresh ones. He looks concerned and picks me up and puts me on his lap as I start to cry.


"Why Ashlynn? These ones are bleeding. These are fresh aren't they?"


"Yes they're fresh." I look down at my lap and the tears still pour down my face.


"Well I'm gonna get you all cleaned up." He gets up and goes to the bathroom. He gets running alcohol, gauze, bandages, and medical tape. He dresses my wounds and hugs me close to his chest. By this point I'm bawling. He shushes me soothingly and I fall asleep in his arms.

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