Where's my Saviour? (Black Veil Brides)

I Can't Believe It

Ashlynn's P. O. V.

My alarm wakes me up at 9:30 and I get up surprisingly rested. I pick out my black ripped skinny jeans, Black Veil Brides shirt, my black leather jacket, and my black combat boots and then I go to the bathroom and get in the shower. The hot water stings my wrists and I look down at the many angry red lines, the purple scars, and the old white scars.

They're all just a reminder of how shitty my life is.

I finish my shower and get dressed into the outfit I picked out. I put on my foundation, black eye shadow, heavy black eye liner, and mascara. I brush my long blue hair to the side and straighten it. I look in the mirror and I'm content with my look I step out of the bathroom and choose what bracelets I want to wear. I end up choosing two Black Veil Brides bracelets (one for each wrist), Falling In Reverse, Bullet For My Valentine, My Chemical Romance, Bring Me The Horizon, Hollywood Undead, Sixx:A.M., and Red for today. I put my boots on, grab my tickets, wallet, and my phone and I start walking. I put my headphones in and Let You Down comes on. I turn it up and sing along. I get there about 20 minutes later and get a spot right in front of the stage. There weren't many people there since the concert starts at 1. But the die hard fans who spend the night here to get a good spot are here. I check my Instagram and play on my phone until everyone starts coming in. I put my phone away and join in the chants.

Black Veil Brides! Black Veil Brides! Black Veil Brides!

Then Andy runs on stage with Ashley, C.C., Jinxx, and Jake right behind him.

"Are you guys ready?!?!?" Andy yells and we all scream. "First song we'll be playing today is Saviour!

I never meant to be the one

That kept you from the dark

But now I know my wounds are sewn

Because of who you are

I will take this burden on

And become the holy one

But remember I am human

And I'm bound to sing this song

I sing along with Andy and he catches my eye. He smiles at me and comes over to me and grabs my hand and continues singing.

A Saviour, for all that you do

So you live freely without, their harm

I blush uncontrollably and my sleeve comes down and Andy sees my cuts. He lets go of my hand and walks back to the center of the stage. I run out of there with tears threatening to fall, to the parking lot. I fall to the ground, hug my knees, and start crying.

He saw your scars, now he knows that your a freak. Why else would he have dropped your hand? He's disgusted! Your hero knows that you're a freak.

Andy's P. O. V.

I see this beautiful girl in he front singing along and I go to her and grab her hand. As I'm singing to her, she starts to blush and her sleeve starts to fall down. I look at her wrist and see cuts and scars. I dropped her hand and she runs out with tears in her eyes. We finish up and I rush off to find her. I find her in the parking lot crying. She doesn't hear me yet so I hug her. She looks up and sees me there. I smile at her and pick her up bridal style. I carry her to our tour bus and lay her on the couch. She smiles, looking slightly embarrassed, and wipes her eyes.

Even with makeup running down her face, she's still beautiful.

"Why'd you come get me?" She asks while hugging her knees to her chest.

"Because I want to help you. You're beautiful and I knew from the second I saw you that I needed to help you." I tell her and give her a big hug.

"But there are so many other girls out there. Why me?" She asks with a puzzled look.

"Because you're different from them. You look special to me and I knew I had to meet you personally"

"But I'm just a fat, ugly, screw up. You probably just feel sorry for me." She replies starting to cry again.

"You look tired. Why don't you take a nap on the couch while I'm at the signing?"

"Okay. My name's Ashlynn, by the way."

"That's such a beautiful name. Now sweet dreams. I'll see you when you awaken, sweetie."

I don't really want to leave her here alone but I don't want the guys to worry. I text Ashley and tell him I'm on my way.

Ashley: What were you doing?

Me: I had some things I needed to take care of. Nothing to worry about.

Ashley: Are you alright? You've been acting different ever since the concert ended.

Me: Yeah! Everything's fine!

Ashley: Whatever you say dude. Just hurry up!

Me: Kay see you soon.

I hope Ashlynn will be okay while I'm gone. I don't know why but I feel different around her. Like I need to protect her and be by her side forever. I just can't place my finger on it. I shrug it off and head to the signing.