Breath taking // LRH

Fourteen

LUKE POV

I'm such a horrible person.

It's only been two weeks and I haven't talked to Carmen yet. Well barely. I'm always ignoring her messages, calls, and her Skype call.

It's just new for me to be with someone so far away.

It difficult.

I have trust issues and this is why I didn't want to stay with her while I'm on tour. It will only break her apart. Plus with me ignoring her and all that.

"mate just answer her. She's calling you none stop." Ashton says to me

"I know I just don't Know."

"Luke your very stupid for the most simplest shit ever."

"Ashton has a point my friend." Naill says walking into our dressing room.

"Its not that simple! I haven't even texted her, called, and I've been ignoring her. I haven't called my own mother! I've been ignoring her too!"I fight back

"Luke what would Liz say if she heard you right now?" Ashton giggles at his own dumbass joke knowing my mom is very protective over me.

"She would Probably take away his phone and stay with him for the rest of the tour!" Naill says bursting Out laughing like its the most hilarious thing ever .

We start arguing about that for about ten minutes until my phone rings. I pull it out if my pocket and see its Carmen calling. again.

Ashton sees her name pop up and gives me that face ' you better fucking answer or else '

I hesitate at first but with ashton glaring at me I know I have to do it. I step out of the dressing room and press call, knowing I'm the stupidest person ever.

"Luke, what are we?"

Carmen POV

still no text from luke. No call. No nothing. I would think he's grounded or his phone died or whatever but one, Liz isn't with him. Two, the other boys have chargers and three he's been tweeting. He even tweeted today. And here I am waiting for a message from him.

Should I be worried?

No.

Yes.

No.

I don't know. I mean he's miles, and miles away from me. I don't know what he's doing. He could have gotten some whore pregnant, caught an STD, cheated, died, anything is possible.

I just wish I knew what he was doing. Thinking.

Crap I sound like a stalker.

But I mean it's Luke. I must know this.

I'm currently walking home with Jodi. After the party yesterday we decided to just forget about it even though it waste

We went to go get food for our movie day today! We picked out the movies lol, Beautiful Creatures, Hunger Games, and Ted.

Once we get home we out all the food in the kitchen counter.

"Anything from Luke yet ?" She asks getting the ice cream dipping her spoon in.

"Do you Actually think I've gotten anything from him?"

"No but you need to try. You can't just mop around waiting for him. You have to be a strong independent bitch who sucks then leaves the second the guy isn't looking."

"You should be a Therapist. You Give great advise." I say sarcastically.

"I'm being serious Carmen! You can't have a relationship with a guy who won't even talk to you. It's called common sense."

"Or it called giving him some space."

"He's with one direction! He doesn't need no god damn space! The only thing he needs to do is get you to fuck harry !"

"That's a bit too far don't you think?"

"Maybe." She sighs which is a relief then opens her mouth again. "so how did you even meet mr hemmings ?"

"Funny story." I start giggling remembering when I first meet him. "So I went to the supermarket after my mom didn't want to buy me my tampons so I go right. Then after im done buying my things Im looking through my purse and he bumps into me making me drop everything on the floor. He picks it up for me and I'm there standing like an idiot." Once in done I look over at Jodi and she's on the floor laughing .

"Omg wow now he knows what type of tampons you use. And most romantic story ever."

"Yeah I bet it is. Better than the notebook I bet."

"Totally."

- - - -

After watching Ted I check my phone and see nothing from Luke.

Of course he won't text me.

He's living the dream with one direction.

Jodi takes my phone away from my hands and starts dialing a number.

She's tosses my phone back to me telling me that I should stop waiting for him to text me. When I see my screen I see that it's calling Luke. I quickly put my ear to my phone already knowing he won't answer.

Surprisedly he does. And I don't know what to do. He won't speak up , so I guess it's up too me. I say the first things that's in my mind.

"Luke what are we?" I hear him excusing himself from whoever he was with. Before he answer me.

"A couple Carmen."

"Really? Cause I've been trying to talk to you the past 2 weeks and nothing. All I get is nothing. I understand your touring but you know a simple good morning or goodnight could be useful. You know I've been worried about you! And so has your mom! You won't answer either of us! And we know your in your phone you've been fucking tweeting and posting pics. But Noo you can't even send a simple text to the people who have been dead worried about you!" I scream into the phone.

"Okay." Okay? Okay? Okay? Is all I get from him?

"Okay? You know what? I told you a fucking speech and all you say is okay? Well you know what mr okay? You are now single. Okay? Comprende? " I hang up and throw my phone at the couch. Jodi comes seconds later knowing its over.

"Hush Carmen. There's better guys out there."

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Hey so 'comprende' means 'understand' for those who didn't know.

Yeah so now Carmen and luke broke up.

Yay. Omg so idk how long this book is going to be but maybe 10 more chapters? Idk this is my first book.