Intoxicated [Helena Bonham Carter X fem reader]

Prologue

❗please read❗

The character of Y/N

• 19 years old in the beginning; 20/21 at the end (I wanted to make this perfectly legal since i'm not comfortable with writing something that could be considered a literal pedophilia. This is in no way a hate towards authors who make the OC for example 16 years old; this is just my perspective and boundaries)

• uses she/her pronouns

• sexuality isn't specified so that every wlw/nblw can relate, but this story contains struggles with accepting and i'll be using my personal experince - since i'm a lesbian, attraction to men isn't included in details, i don't want to write about something i don't know shit about

• mentally ill

The plot

• written in first person

• i know many of you are used to getting railed by hel in like 4th chapter - not gonna happen here, this is a slow burn (kind of)
BUT i'll probably include not-hel smut since it's a part of character development (it'll be a woman, i have no idea how cishets have sex🧍🏻‍♂️)

• i decided that almost all chapters will have circa the same amount of words (2500; +- 500 - first and last will be the shortest)

• since the character is originaly german, i will be inculding some german conversations (i'll always put the translation) - but it's my third language, so native speakers, please don't kill me, you can however attack me with corrections, i would appreciate it very much <3

Triggering themes

• smut/kinks

• suicide
•self harm
•substance abuse
•parental issues
•depression

trigger warning will be visible at the beginning of said chapter

The movie being made

• based on my autobiography i'm kind of writing at the moment

• about coming to terms with mental illnesses, specificaly at young age

Disclaimer

• i completely and fully respect helena's personal life; this is a fiction created solely for entertainment

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