𝚃𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢

Chapter Eighty Five

you sat while the duke and Elena talked what matter the duke listing everything on a piece of paper while you watch them talk feeling  light headed from everything you said earlier "..."  it was like your moving on from a falls story. you gulp as you look away and stare at something as you put an empty face as you heard Elena giggling making you have goosebumps you are already imagining what would feel and look like to attend your countess's wedding the aisle full of flowers and Elena entering the aisle and her gonna be your countess's forever like you dreamt for yourself "hope all"

you grabbed your teacup still looking away your breathing started to get heavy as your tears started to form you felt your eyes became warm as you saw the three sisters unhooded just standing behind your countess you breath out hoping everyone didn't noticed your eyes before you sipped your tea you hummed and returned the cup on the saucer while thoughts kicked into your mind you still haven't look in front of you because you don't want to see your countess as well elena it just make you More depressed 

you felt your brain was already tangled as your thoughts kicked more "what happens if-" making you all stressed you tried not to be stressed the fact that your countess's can smell your feelings while she stares at you examining your existence just makes you uncomfortable "what dress are you planning to wear" the duke suddenly moved his body to you while you look away the duke cleared his throat and hummed "y/n you ok? you look like you having an attack aren't you.." the duke suddenly snickered a sentence in a concerning tone; your eyes widened and snapped you instant look at the duke and shifted your body to him "hmm n-no Yeah im ok-"

it was silent for a moment while you tried to look innocent and you breath out looking at the duke "yeah because that's your face looked like when your always anxious with your duties... something bothering you?" the duke then closed his pen and looked at you "no yeah im ok dont worry just-" you sighed and look away "what?" the duke then tilted his head onto you making you more panicked "what am I gonna say?" you spoke into your mind for a moment

"well I was just.. thinking what dress I would wear for the event well I want everything to be perfect for this beautiful couple" you giggled and faked smiled while you grieve inside not believing what is happening "ahh.. well that's great that you want everything to be perfect now.. after we this talk we can just ride our horses in this castle well you know a tour we don't wanna get lost in the event while we prepare; and get some fresh air milady" you nodded with the dukes words making you feel good about how concerned the duke is 

"well thank you for your concern.. well i'm just really thinking about the event and yeah the dress..." you hummed and cleared your throat trying to look as if nothing happened as you giggled forming a smile while you felt your body getting weak you wanted to cry at this point feeling helpless "move on y/n.. she is getting married there is no hope now" your mind talked as you look away while the duke and elena gather things up almost bursting your tears out; you expected an apology or some kind of comfort from your countess the fact that you know her soft side for you and you never had a proper goodbye at least but i guess its not gonna happen she changed..