𝚃𝚠𝚒𝚜𝚝𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚝𝚘𝚛𝚢

Chapter Ninety Three

you have successfully escaped the celebration you are now lying in bed while fireworks explode while it shines into you warm teary eyes "fuching shit! why! why!" you sniffled as you sit on your bed grabbing your pillow curling up not knowing what to do "should I move on?" you groaned as you look at your left where the window is "fuck" you remembered that it will be the wedding in the next 2 days making your breath even heavier you gasped onto your pillow catching for air you have been crying for almost an hour right now 

"i hate this" you whined as you want to feel your countess's cuddles again you can feel your hollow heart as you plop down to your bed you exhaled as the fire works is still going "I still want to be with you" you cried again you then faced your body at your right making you face the door to your bathroom "shit shit shit" you hug your pillow tightly as you remember the smile of your countess knowing everything has come to an end "why the hell! why ! why! I hate you!" you can feel everything is fading away knowing the fact that your countess will be married you can feel your tired legs tensed as tears starts to pour more and more

you pant for air as you sniffle your way out of grief you frowned as you lay your body up "fine! fine! i'm too desperate! im desperate for nothing! we've only been together for 3 or 7 or 6 I don't know!" you gulped as you remember how the three woman act with you them walking around the castle as you eat; you sighed as you can feel your tired brain sleep you breath out and relaxed everything you cast a spell before you sleep "I need peace" you sniffled "I have to rest" you frowned as you feel your cowardness engulfed your body your eaves dropping while your eating "Its gonna be our wedding" Elena hugged your countess as you eat; you can still play the scenes your mind making you all frustrated in bed 

"she- she- didn't even apologized.." you sighed not being able to sleep you faced your window again as fewer and fewer fireworks being fired "what happened" you mumbled remembering how you almost got killed by miranda and there you witness your countess fucking somebody else your heart dropped remembering the moans you heard behind the door the empty look at your countess as she stare at you when she is with elena is making you sick 

"fucking shit" you groaned as you covered your face with your pillow regretting of how stupid you are to fall at your countess at the first place "I hate you all" you fall asleep feeling your sore face sink to your pillow

2 nights have passed you haven't gone out just doing tarot cards casting spells inside your room "milady! its time! the commoners wedding you have to attend!" a maiden of yours bang your door as you panickily sit up the rays of the sun piercing through your eyes orbs flying everywhere; you feel energetic today since you manifested in a full moon making you stretch in relief "that's sure  work" you yawn as you feel you renergy getting restored the magic that you casted are for your good "death card" you know what this means "damn someone's interest and relationship will end" you know this relationship will finally go down since you've lost interest already "ok"