I'm not ready. // xingyun

The start

Chongyun opened the front door, letting Xingqiu in. He looked at the clock, it was 12:03 AM, "Its already this late!?" Xingqiu pointed at the clock. Yun laughed, "I guess time really does pass when you're having fun." He started, "Anyway, Are you hungry? I have mini pizzas if anything." Xingqiu gasped, "Yes please!" Chongyun laughed, "Okay! Go shower, I'll make them in the meantime. Just grab anything from my closet as pjs. Xingqiu stood there, a little speechless. "What?" Chongyun asked. Wow. Yun was soooo clueless. Xingqiu laughed, "it's nothing." He left to Yun's room.
     Xingqiu started the shower. He tends to overthink of past events during showers, so this time was no different. He started thinking about how he met Chongyun. It was a pretty funny story. It was about 6 years ago? They were both ten. Xingqiu would help around Liyue, but for some reason, he could always feel someone intensely watching him. He would always try catching him, but the boy would run away before any confrontation. Though one day he did catch him. "Are you the one who's always following me around?" He asked. Chongyun laughed awkwardly. "Noooo?" He said, though he wasn't a good liar. Xingqiu laughed. "Yeah sure. Now state your reason!" He demanded jokingly. Yun threw his arms in the air, "Okay okay! So basically..." He fidgeted, "I got a vision a few weeks ago, and I heard you had one, so I wanted to see you use it." He started, "But you haven't used it once!" Xingqiu had quite a funny confused face on. "I haven't?" Xingqiu thought hard, "Hmm, you may be right!" He pointed at Chongyun, yun blushed a little. "I'll teach you how to use your vision! Come with me!" Xingqiu said, grabbing his arm and dragging him to a not so far away park.
     "Okay, grab this." Xingqiu said, handing him a stick. "Since were too young for weapons, my brother said we could use these instead!" He smiled. Chongyun was pretty shy when he was younger. "Okay.." Yun said.
     After a few hours, Chongyun had actually learned quite a bit. "Alright, I think this is enough for today!" Xingqiu smiled, sitting down on a nearby swing. Chongyun sat on the swing beside him, faintly swinging it back and forth. "You know, if you wanted to learn you could've just asked me directly, you didn't have to stare at me from afar!" He teased. "Yeah.. sorry." Chongyun laughed awkwardly. Xingqiu made a quick glance to see chongyun. Wow! His face was completely red. Xingqiu looked foward immediately, swinging. At that moment, he realized Chongyun's feelings.