A Broken Beginning ✔️ finished

22

                                                                                Chapter 22

“Hey, Christian I’m guessing she doesn’t want to go out.” Melissa said with a smirk

 “Your guess is right so you guys go and have fun”

I know Emma said she didn’t need me here but I don’t need the temptation of going out either

“I figured as much that’s why I took it upon myself to invite Lilly here to come out with us and you’re not going to bail and make her go all alone are you?” Her tone is laced with something that I can’t read she seems like she’s trying to get me to move on but why would she bring the girl that did nothing but reminded me of Emma I have to be confused Melissa is Emma’s only friend I don’t think she would try and hurt her I think she knows Emma has feeling for me and I her. I was about to tell Melissa off when Lilith turned to look at me with a sincere look in her eyes like she had ben drug into this and didn’t know what to do now I felt to bad to leave her to find for herself with Melissa and she crude and more than bithchy behaviors. Lilith was just to innocent to be around her she reminded me so much of Emma but she seemed more influential    like Melissa could probably make her do anything she wanted that girl thought she was a queen and people owed her something because of her parents money.

 “Fine I’ll go what’s the plan?“ I ask reluctantly, already knowing this would be along night and I would have to make sure I didn’t do anything stupid.

 “Well now that she isn’t coming I mean not like I ever thought she would, but now we should go to that new club in the city!” Melissa sounded so excited she really wasn’t much of a friend to Emma I could plainly see that now.

 “Are you sure that’s really not my kind of place Melissa I don’t feel comfortable” Lilith tried to change the mind of the train that was Melissa

 “Yeah we are going let’s go get changed I’ll get you ready so maybe you can fit in with us!”

 I see Lilith’s face drop at the insult thrown her way. I looked in to her eyes and as she walked past me I whispered in her ear. “I’ll take care of you.” And the lust filled night has already began. I have to control myself. I decide to go and try Emma once more before leave. I knock on her door and she doesn’t answer I try three times before I give up.

When the two girls walk out of the bathroom, Melissa has Lilith dressed in a short tight black dress with black heels on and her makeup is slightly too heavy for her beautiful face but to say she looked incredible would be an understatement. I looked towards Emma’s door once more before we left. After finding a place by the bar to sit, Danny and Melissa left us to “talk” but I know they went to screw somewhere. I was left with a terrified Lilith and I didn’t really know how to calm her without coming on to her.

 “Hey it’s alright have a drink relax ill watch over you.” I tell her after a long uncomfortable silence

 “Is she your girlfriend “

 “What? who? why?”

 “The girl that you came in with? The one who locked you out? Was it because of me?”

 “umm? Why would it be because of you?”

 “Well the other night you seemed so mad at me i..i am guessing that I caused you to cheat on her. She is your girlfriend right?”

 “Well, no she isn’t my girlfriend, and she isn’t mad because of you, she isn’t mad she has been through a lot so she is acting like this to work her way through it I guess. And I wasn’t mad at you I was mad at myself because I am trying to change my ways and if I stayed there with you right then I would have wanted more from you” I say. Really, it is the truth. Emma is not my girlfriend no matter how much I would love to call her that so I didn’t cheat on her even though that’s what it felt like and my lust over Lilith would have taken over if I stayed with her in that moment I would have taken her because that’s who I have been for so long.