I'm An Alpha's What?!

Confessing

Chapter 5

Confessing

Maxine Pov.

I never did answer Dustin's question. I know that he knows I'm not a virgin because after he showed me around the pack house and our house that's not far from it, he said he needed to go for a run and left. At the moment I'm putting away my clothes into the closet that I and Dustin now share.

I sigh as I put the last thing away and I just lay down on the bed. What am I going to do? I don't know if I'm ready to tell him something like this? I don't know how he's going to react when he finds out that I was raped. My wolf is trying to get me to put my wall down so she can talk to me. I finally let her.

"Please tell him, Maxine. I almost told his wolf and I don't want you to be angry with me if I do tell him." My wolf pleads and I sigh looking at my hands. "Tell his wolf to come home." I say to my wolf and she yips. Am I really going to do this? Yes I am.

About thirty minutes later, Dustin came in just in basketball shorts. Sweat trailing down his amazing eight pack. He smirks at me when he catches me staring at his bareness. I just roll my eyes with my cheeks heating up before I turn serious. "Dustin I have to tell you something..." I trail off and he frowns while sitting next to me on the bed. "What is it?" He asks and I take a deep breath, here goes nothing.

"I'm not a virgin." I say quietly and Dustin stiffens a little anger radiating off his body. "Not by choice either." I say a little louder and that changed the mood in the room completely. "Who...raped...you...Maxine." Dustin struggles out trying to keep his wolf down. "Eric." I whisper as a tear rolls down my cheek and Dustin growl bounces off the walls.

We sit there for a moment in pure silence while Dustin tried to calm down his wolf. When he seems to have gained control, he wraps me in his arms. "How did it happen?" Dustin asks quietly and I suck in a breath.

"Eric and I have been friends since Sophomore year when he moved from Washington. When we first met was when we bumped into each other walking to our first classes of the day. My father had told me about a couple new members joining the pack. Anyways when we bumped into each other he didn't shout at me saying to watch where I was going but instead he said, "Oh my god, are you okay?!" And right off the start we became friends really good friends." I say with a sad smile as Dustin rubs my arms, sofly.

"Towards the end of Junior year, Eric started to be more closer to me. He started hanging around me more and more protective. I just thought it was just the wolf instinct to protect the important people in your life.

"But in the middle of our Senior year he starts acting different. He would act like a different person and appeared like a different person but with the same face." Tears starts taking over my vision.

"Then one night we were the only people in the pack house because everyone went to some new restaurant. We were sitting in the game room in the basement. We were just talking until he started trailing his hand up my thigh. I just kind of stared at him and he stared back at me with a smile on his face. He started to lean in and I just sat there froze, I didn't know what to do.

"When his lips touched mine, he forced my mouth open and push his tongue in. I had never been kissed before so I didn't think much of it. Eventually I started kissing him back and that just turn him on more. Then his hands start to touch me in places no one has ever touched." I pause as tears start running down my face and Dustin starts whipping them away.

"When he started doing that I pulled away and I said, "Stop I'm not ready for anything like that." He stared at me as I saw his eyes turn black with anger and lust pouring out of them. "Yes you are." He growled while he grabbed me pinning me to the floor.