ᴀᴅᴀᴍ ʙᴀɴᴋꜱ || ɪᴍᴀɢɪɴᴇꜱ

| ᴡʜʏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ʟɪᴇ | ᴛᴡᴏ |

| ᴡʜʏ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪ ʟɪᴇ | ᴛᴡᴏ |

summary: y/n wants to end her life, but adam doesn't want her to.

warnings: attempted suicide, & suicide thoughts,

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adam

the way she stood by her locker made me worry. she walked slow. she looked tired. she looked so weak.

i watched as she winced when she moved a bit to hard and ignored her pain.

she turned around and her eyes met mine. her eyes were red and puffy. you could see the bruise under her eye. it barely looked like one because it blended so well with the dark circles under her eyes.

i wanted so bad to go over there and check up on her. but before i could move a single bone, she walked away like she didn't see me.

i hated that we couldn't even look at each other. i hated that we even stopped talking.

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i heard the rumors. y/n isn't like that. she wouldn't sleep around with nobody other than her boyfriend. i know her because she was always so loyal to me.

i just wish nothing happened between us, so she wouldn't have to deal with these dicks.

"she doesn't deserve this," connie sadly sighed sitting at the seat next to me, as we heard another stupid and fake rumor about y/n. charlie nodded his head, me knowing because he sits right in front of me.

"no, she doesn't. people are fucking jerks," i sneered, and rolled my eyes.

before either of us could speak, the door to the class opened. y/n walked in. the baggy hoodie showing how small she really was.

mrs. keller asked her what she was doing coming in class so late when a couple of students started throwing in accusations.

i got pissed off, i was about to go off on them when a hand pulls me back. i looked at charlie and see him shaking his head.

i rolled my eyes and tried to contain my anger. but it grew worse when another person spoke.

"or go die."

i was angry. but that faded when i saw y/n smile. like she was happy somebody had told her too.

connie and charlie looked at me with worried looks. everybody then went quiet as they all watched y/n just nod her head and smile before walking out.

mrs. keller ran out the classroom and called out to her but she didn't respond.

i stood up and threw my book towards the front of the room, startling everybody.

"i don't give a crap about what the hell these stupid rumors are, but telling somebody to die isn't funny!" the guy that said it looked at me with feared eyes. i don't know why though.

"what y'all are saying is lies! it's all lies told by THE guy who cheated on her! wanna know how he's lying? because i have proof! but that doesn't matter because you told somebody to go kill themselves when they're not in a happy place right now!

"i'd beat the shit out of you right now, but i'm not. cause what i'm gonna do is chase after y/n! tell her that she doesn't deserve the shit she is getting or just to make sure she's okay. you're all fucking lucky somebody important has my attention or else i'd be beating the shit out of y'all!"

i glared at the guy who told y/n to die. he stared at me in shock and fear. everybody did, even my friends, but i didn't care.

cause the only thing i cared about, is y/n.

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after following y/n around in my car, i stopped on a street a couple of ways down the bridge. i was scared.

my heart was pounding as i ran towards the bridge.

i lost sight of y/n the second i made it to the bridge. and it scared me. i was scared that something bad was going to happen. i felt it.

running towards the center of the bridge, i saw a figure standing on top of the cemented railing.

and that figure was y/n.

"don't do it y/n!" i shouted.

y/n turned around and saw me. she stared at me for a couple of seconds before speaking.

"leave adam!" she said, turning away from me.

"please don't!" i shouted, taking a step closer.

"you come closer, and i'll jump!" she shouted. my heart dropped when she said that. i didn't move an inch. my muscles and bones were frozen just hearing her say that, i couldn't bare the thought of moving. "if you don't want to witness any of this, then just leave."

"i'm not going to witness anything because you're not gonna do anything." i sadly said. "don't do this y/n! you have people that care for y-" i spoke but was cut off by her laughter.

"people that care about me?" she cried. "nobody cares about me adam! my foster parents abuses me. i'm called a hoe, slut, whore, more names because my ex boyfriend cheated on me!" she laughs.

"i care about you! i always have." for a minute i thought her eyes softened, but it went back to their hard self. she looks away from me and on front of her.

"stop lying." she whispered but i was able to hear her. i didn't know what to do but i knew i couldn't let the girl i love hurt herself.

"i love you y/n!" i shouted and she just froze in her spot. "i've always have. everyday i watched you. how your smile would always catch me from across the room. then how your laughter died down, until now. you stayed on my mind after we broke up." this time, tears fell down my face.

"stop lying to me adam!" she gritted through her teeth.

"why would i lie?" i asked. "why would i fucking lie to you y/n?!" her cries started to sound and i can hear my heart break at her hurtful cries. "i wouldn't lie to you when you're in this position, i couldn't dare to even think to lie to you. i love you so god damn much, if you think about jumping, i'm going with you! cause i won't be able to live when i won't have the person i love by my side."

i took step closer as i spoke, and she just stared at me. when i was in front of her, she just stared at me.

"please don't leave me," i cried. she looked at me through her sad and teary eyes. i held my hands out for her to take.

she just stares at it. she doesn't move a single inch and just stared. letting out a sob, she placed her cold and small hand into mine.

i pulled her down slowly but quickly and held her into my chest.

"please don't hurt me," she cried into my chest.

"i won't." i said as i placed a kiss on the side of her head.

"i promise."

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