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ᴄᴀᴘɪᴛᴜʟᴜᴍ xᴠ: ᴀᴍᴏʀɪs ᴠᴜʟɴᴜs ɪᴅᴇᴍ sᴀɴᴀᴛ ǫᴜɪ ғᴀᴄɪᴛ

We don't do 'personal space' in EreRi.

Also the translations of some titles are off as f*ck but I really don't know how to put them and I'm sorry-

📜Chapter 15: The lover who hurt, better then heal the other.📜

𝑁𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑜𝑟'𝑠 𝑃𝑂𝑉

We all have bad nights: maybe because we're sick, we can't sleep, we're worried, or we have our heart broken.

All those things were happening to Levi.

Not only he felt like there was a knot in his stomach, with the letters: m a r r i a g e written all over it, but he also felt lighter like he had lost a piece of himself.

And that piece, was Eren.

He couldn't explain it to himself, either: had he lost a friend or a lover..?
Or it was Fate that had made them break apart, for good..?

He knew he couldn't afford to have that relationship become public knowledge.

He had a really bad feeling that Petra could suspect at that point, as of how he had stormed out of that room.

Plus, they really weren't keeping their voices too down as they were 'talking', or actually fighting, in the backyard.

'But, while I'm here thinking of my honour', he thought to himself, 'he really is risking a death sentence.'

Sighing, he spent two whole days sitting at his desk, attempting to shift his attention to something else with poor results.

But he came to the conclusion that not only he didn't want any damage to his image, for his mother and future wife's good, but he didn't want any harm to come to Eren, either.

Maybe, breaking up really could be the best option.

At least, for the meantime.

'I still love you Eren, and I'm not done with you, not yet.'

𝐸𝑟𝑒𝑛'𝑠 𝑃𝑂𝑉

I always have been overly proud.

As a kid, I was scolded and beaten because I always wanted things to go my way: and I haven't changed.

I'm convinced I'm right, and that he's not.

The gods know what they were doing in that room.
I can assume what I want to assume.

But, I actually don't know... I haven't even... let him explain.

Damn it.
I can't deny it.

I still love him.
Because he's handsome, caring, sweet, cool, smart, and I could go on all day.

Damn it, part two.
He still makes my stomach flip.

But if we had to keep it all a secret, there must be reasons.
And even if it hurts, maybe it's the best for us if we break apart.

For now.

I still love you Levi, and I'm not done with you, just yet.

...

I got once again yelled at by Furlan, for 'slacking'.
I was literally just sitting down.

And I was put to polish the floors I already deep-cleaned yesterday.

Levi's such a clean freak.
And my stomach is doing the back flip thing again.

...

Finally done, I want some water so bad.
But for that, I need to get to the well in the backyard.