Bsd Angst Oneshots

Let Us Fly Again Like Birds In the Blue Youthful Sky

(15.4k Words)

Main Characters: Y/N L/N, Doppo Kunikida, Atsushi Nakajima, Chūya Nakahara, Osamu Dazai, Gin Akutagawa, Ichiyō Higuchi

Diff au - Gender neutral

Tw: death/death of a loved one, suicide, trauma, nightmares about trumatic events/PTSD, suicide ideation, murder, blood/gore, strong language, mental illnesses, hanging (by suicide), drowning, pills, burning alive, car crash, smoking/drinking, drugs/drugs withdrawal

Song recommendation: Francis Forever by Mitski / My Alchoholic Friends by The Dresden Dolls / Daddy Issues (Remix) by The Neighbourhood ft. Syd

Location / Date: your choice / 2000s

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Interviewer: "Do you remember Y/N? "

Person 1: "Oh. . . Y/N. . . "

Person 2: "Y-Y/N. . . Yeah, of course, I remember them. How could I possibly forget them? "

Person 3: "Yes, yes, I do remember them."

"Tell me more about them."

1: "They were always there for us. Protected us from the consequences of every stupid thing that we did in the past."

2: "They were such a nice person. They. . . They were like the mom of our group. Always helped, always next to us, helping us get out of the difficult situations that we used to face as sinful and young adults."

3: "Ah, Y/N. . . They um they were a really supportive person. As close as all of us were with each other, as many secrets as we shared with each other, they were always the one who were close to themeslves. They kept it a secret from all of us. That's why we were so shocked and reacted. . . in the way we reacted."

"How did they look like? "

1: "How they looked like. . . ? I don't have any picture of them left. . . But I can still see them sometimes whenever the whole group is together, standing along with us like they always used to."

2: "Oh, they were so pretty. Look. . . I still have a picture of them that we took all together when we went camping one day. I carry it with me everyday on my phonecase, in order to never forget them. . . and the other members."

3: ". . . Can we please move to the next question. . . ? "

"What about the rest of the members? "

1: "Oh, um I hope they are in a better place. They were all so important to me, to us. It was hard to lose so many people at once but isn't that how life is? After all our sins, it was expected that we were going to get punished by fate."

2: "You mean ########, ####### and #####. . . They all followed Y/N's steps. At least they are together now, right? Ah, I just miss them and our memories."

3: "They. . . they had the same fate as Y/N. We were all so close to joining them, too, but our need and hope for better times and new memories kept us together."