One shots/Imagines

Tubbo | Always There

Info : Tubbo is always there for you 

Pronouns : she/her

Warnings : self harm/suicide/funeral/eating disorder/abuse/rape

First pov: no ones 

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Y/n's life was never easy. When she was 10 her dad died and she was alone with her mom. Her best friend tubbo was comforting and could always tell when she was sad. He made sure she ate and drank enough. His hugs were warm and heartfelt. Y/n's mom got depressed after her husband died. She refused therapy claiming she was ok when she was just in denial. 

When y/n was 12 her mom found another man named Jake. At first he seemed perfect but he wasn't. He quickly wanted to marry and her mom agreed trying to replace her dead husband. Jake was quickly starting to show his true colors. 

Y/n would hear her mom screaming at night and not know what to do so she would call tubbo. He was scared for her. Most nights it happened she would sneak over to his house and stay till about 2am when she learned the screaming normally stopped around that time. 

At age 13 y/n found her mom crying on her floor. She asked what was wrong and her mom opened up about what was really happening. She told y/n some nights he would hit her and others it was rape. He had pictures of her naked that he claimed he would leak on the internet. Y/n didn't want her mom in this relationship but didn't know what to do. 

That night she went over to tubbo's house again and told him. He hugged her and told her that her mom would find a way out of it. He didn't know what to do other than that. He made sure she felt safe. Y/n stayed all night that night scared to go back to her house. She couldn't call it her home anymore. 

When y/n was 14 her mom got depressed again. Tubbo and her started dating but that was the best thing that happened that year. Jake had started calling y/n fat and ugly. Her mom didn't try to stop him scared of what would happen. Y/n started believing it. Tubbo always assured her that she wasn't but she didn't believe him. She started eating less to the point we're tubbo made her eat. 

The day that Jake hit her is the day she remembers the most. She had just gotten back from Tubbo's house and Jake was mad for some reason. Jake yelled for y/n to come into the living room when she put her stuff down. Jake and her mom were both in the room. Jake started questioning her. "Where were you??" He asked madly. She responded with "I was at Tubbo's house." Jake didn't seem to like that. He yelled "SO YOU SPENT THE NIGHT AT A BOYS HOUSE!" He yelled so loudly her mother flinched. Y/n was mad that he even cared she was there, she went there every night. She madly said back "yeah so what, my mom and your not my dad" Jake was pissed off at this. He smacked her across her cheek and said "this is my house, your mom is my wife which makes me your dad so you will listen to me and you won't talk back. Understand bitch?" She shook her head yes. Her mother had tears in her eyes from seeing her daughter smacked. Her mom followed her upstairs and apologized for his behavior claiming he had a bad day at work. Y/n knew it was bull shit but she loved her mom to much to say anything. 

After her mom left her room she called Tubbo, he calmed her down and listened to what she had to say. He felt anger rising up in him but he contained himself till after they got off the phone. After their phone call he called Tommy and ranted for around half and hour. Tommy knew somewhat about the situation but didn't know too much till that night. 

At age 15 Jake finally left them. He deleted their numbers and went off with some hoe he found at a strip club. Y/n's mom still had a lot of problems. Y/n didn't know her mom had started self harm again but her mom did. Y/n still thought she looked fat and ugly no matter how many times Tubbo assured her she wasn't. 

At age 16 her mom died. Her mom had been cutting her arms, thighs, stomach pretty much anywhere she could trying to feel numb when she passed out from blood loss. Y/n had been at school when that happened. When she got home she found her mom lifeless on the floor. She yelled and sobbed and begged for her mother to not be dead. Her mom was the only blood related family she had. She couldn't lose her mom but nonetheless her mom was dead. She called Tubbo sobbing. He and his parents came over quickly. When they got there they called 911 but it was much to late. Y/n had no legal guardians to take her. She needed to plan a funeral and find people to be her guardians. She wouldn't ask Tubbo's parents. She felt they had done to much for her. Tommy and his parents offered and Tommy being as stubborn as he is wouldn't let Y/n say no. (A/n: I'm not being mean to Tommy when calling him stubborn. It's not a bad thing. Im stubborn too) 

Tommys parents got the legal guardianship of Y/n. After a few months it was time for the funeral. The only people that were there were Tommy & his family and Tubbo & his family. Y/n spread her moms ashes in the ocean her mom got married in front of. That same ocean is where y/n's dads ashes are spread. Y/n would never go back to that ocean again ever. Tubbo was hugging her and rubbing her back the whole time. If he was around her then he was touching some part of her wether it be a arm around her waist or holding her hand he kept physical contact at all times. 

All the money and items her mom had y/n inherited. She donated most of the stuff but the things she kept where, her moms wedding dress, her dads old hoodies, any printed pictures where her mom looked happy, her mom and dads wedding/engagement rings, and a necklace that the women in her family passed down every generation. Y/n was sure to keep the tradition if she ever had kids. 

Around half the money went to charity. 1/4 went to her and 1/4 went into a bank account. Y/n continued to have issues until around age 18. 

Age 18 y/n and Tubbo decided to move in together at their own apartment. They some trouble finding a nice apartment but they found one nonetheless. 

Age 88  Y/n and tubbo had been married for quite a few years. They had twins a boy and girl. Both of the kids grew up nicely in a good environment. Both kids got married and had their own kids. Y/n knew that her time to go was soon. She had the kids and grandkids come to her and tubbo's house. She told the girls about the necklace and the rings. The boys were told about the beach. 

The beach where y/n would son have her ashes spread. Tubbo's ashes would be spread there soon after y/n's. 

The necklace and rings continued to be passed on from generation to generation. 

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I have no idea where I got this idea but here you go