Wanted (Loki x reader)

8. Confessions

Y/N POV

You know that feeling you get sometimes and it feels like you're walking on air? Well, that's pretty much how I feel right now. OK OK, let's start from the beginning.

I skipped back to my room, hungrily waiting to eat the delicious-looking burger that Loki so graciously had prepared just for me. I quickly changed into some sweats and an oversized hoodie and began munching on the wonderful treat. But one thought lingered in my head the entire time. One word. Everywhere I looked, that's all I could see. From a black cat, I saw out the window to the golden light the sun emitted from the sky, even the half-eaten burger sitting in front of me, all I could see was that one word.

Loki.

I couldn't get him out of my head, and maybe I didn't want to. Maybe all these signs were the universe's way of telling me something. Saying that I shouldn't hold back anymore. That everything between Loki and I was actually so much more. That the only thing stopping me was myself.

I had to do this. If I didn't, I could regret it for the rest of my life. Maybe Loki would be the one to fully understand my pain, my sorrow. And maybe I could be the one to understand his. I jumped up, determined to find the god who I had learnt to love. I ran to the door and swung it open, however, I didn't expect my mission to find the God of Mischief to be so easy.

There he was, standing in my doorway, looking as if he was just about to knock on my door. His beautiful green eyes slightly widened in surprise but after that split second of shock, he placed his hands on my cheeks and pressed his lips against mine in a desperate, longing kiss.

I soon found myself giving in to the kiss, and my hands found their way to Loki's neck, gently tugging on his hair. He walked me back into the room and closed the door, his lips never breaking away from mine.

Loki pushed me against the wall earning a small gasp from me before he finally left my lips and gently pressed his forehead onto mine. "Loki..." I opened my eyes to see his gorgeous green irises staring back at my e/c ones. "Darling, I-I um" I quickly gave him a small kiss and that seemed to calm his nerves. "Lokes, calm down." "I'm sorry darling, it's just that I don't know how to act when I'm around you. You make me go crazy and at the same time, I can't imagine being without you. Y/n, I'm in love with you." 

Hearing him say those words made me feel like the happiest person on Earth. It made me forget my past and all the suffering and pain I felt and just focus on the beauty and good standing in front of me. Seeing the way his eyes lit up and how he rambled on, it gave me hope.

"Loki." Hearing me say his name made him immediately stop talking. He had a twinkle is his eyes upon hearing me speak and that just made me so much happier. "I'm in love with you too, Lokes." A smile spread across his face and he picked me up and spun me around the room, laughing happily the whole time.

He finally put me down and kissed me once again, this time more loving and passionate. "Be mine, Y/n. Mine and only mine. I'll love you and care for you and make you feel like a queen. My queen.

In that moment, I couldn't speak. All I could do is make out a small nod, and that was enough. Loki brought me back into another kiss before kissing me sweetly on the forehead. Nothing else mattered except him, and I knew from that first kiss that Loki would always be there by my side, no matter what.