𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝑚𝑖 𝑎𝑚𝑜𝑟 - 𝑏. 𝑟𝑜𝑑𝑟𝑖𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑧 (2)

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dylan's pov:

i clicked on the picture and what i saw was something i thought i'd never see in my life. it was benny kissing some blonde at a party. i felt tears brim my eyes.

liam.baseball4lyfe

who is he kissing?

our friend lily. listen i'm only sending you this because you deserve to know.

that wasn't the first time.

i gasped. it was lily. i fucking knew it. is topped responding because if i did my heart would break even more. i let a sob escape my lips. chase looked away from the movie to see what happened.

"oh  my god, dylan are you okay." he asked concern lacing his voice. i shook my head completely breaking down. he pulled me into his arms and held me. "shh, please don't cry. what happened?".

i pulled away from him. "not here. follow me." i took his hand and lead him up to my bedroom. i sat on my bed letting the tears stream down my face. chase sat down beside  me. he wrapped an arm around me and pulled me close.   "benny cheated on me."

chases eyes widened. his grasp on me tightened. "oh my god, i'm so sorry. you deserve better." he said softly. "why don't you get some sleep okay." he said wiping the tears off of my face. i forced a smile and nodded. i got under my covers and he tucked me. he was about to leave my room. "goodnight dylan."

"goodnight chase." i chocked out in a hoarse voice. he left my room, shutting my door quietly. after everything we've been through, i can't believe jack was right after all. he really did break my heart. i felt myself doze off and drift into a deep sleep.

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august 1st 2021

benny's pov:

all day yesterday i stayed in bed crying. my mom knows what happened. i told her yesterday when she came in my room after i didn't come down for breakfast. she disappointed, like really disappointed. she really liked dylan as if she were one of her own. i really just hope liam deleted the photo. i'm currently sitting on the couch watching netflix like dylan and i used too. my phone rings, my face lights up when i read dylan's name pop up on my phone screen. i quickly click answer. her face lights up my phone, but she doesn't look so happy. in fact she looked like she was crying. 'shit, she knows.' i thought to myself.

"mi amor, what's wrong?" i ask, guilt filling my body. i heard her sniffles and cries through the phone.

"what's wrong?!" she yells at me. "i saw the picture. some guy liam sent me it." she said coldly.

i felt my breathe hitch. tears threatened to spill. "listen dylan, i was drunk. i had no idea of what i was doing." i said trying to make her not do what she's about to.

she shook her head. "how does that make it any better. that liam guy said it wasn't the first time to. is that true?" dylan's lip quivered.

"the first time she kissed me. i didn't kiss her back." i said looking down. how could i have fucked things up this bad.

dylan's sobs echoed the living room. "why didn't you tell me?" she choked out.

i felt a tear run down my face. "i just didn't want you to get mad." i said just above a whisper.

she just scoffed. "i knew something was going on between you and her. benny i love you so so so much. if i did anything, i'm sorry, but we're done." she said. i could feel my heartbreaking.

"no, no, dylan we could work this out. i'm sorry please don't do this. i'm so so so sorry. please don't." i begged her not caring about the tears streaming down my face.

"i guess jack was right after all." that was the last thing she said before hanging up. i felt numb. i really fucked up. i just lost my bestfriend. my girlfriend. i fucking hate liam. i hate myself for what i did. i need to get her back.

i ran upstairs into my room and slammed my door. thank god my parents weren't home. i spotted my desk and stormed over to it. i pushed all my things off of it, having them crash to the floor. i threw anything i could find. by the end of it my room was completely trashed. i didn't care about the consequences i'd face from my parents. i fell down on my bed and cried until i fell asleep.

a/n - so yeah that happened. anyway thank you so so so much for 1k reads on mi amor! i love you all! don't forget to vote ;)