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benny's pov:

i'm dizzy. i can't feel a thing. i feel like i'm floating. i feel someone's lips crash onto mine and i kiss back. i catch a glimpse of blonde hair.

the music is blasting. i'm tired. i miss dylan. ever since she broke up with me i've went to alcohol to fill the hole in my chest. i know it's wrong but i can't help it.

"let's get out of here." a seductive female voice whispered in my ear. i nodded and allowed her to drag me away from the noise. she pulled me to the side of the large house and roughly kissed me.

i pushed her off of me with the little strength i had left. "no, i'm going home." i slurred. she tried to convince me to stay but i couldn't. i feel like i'm betraying dylan.

my head was pounding as i walked through my front door. "benjamin franklin rodriguez, where the hell have you been!?" my mom yelled.

i jumped surprised but i didn't bother to hide the fact that i'm wasted. "n-nowhere mamá." i stuttered trying to walk up the stairs.

mom was furious. "get your ass down here this instant mister." she screamed. "you're drunk."

i rolled my eyes. "isn't it obvious. i'm tired and i'm going to bed now."

"how dare you speak to me that way. i don't. want you hanging out with those friends of yours anymore." she said firmly. "how would dylan think of you if she saw this."

i was stunned, i was hurt. the fact that dylan would be disgusted by what i've become. "dylan doesn't give two shits about me anymore." i shouted.

"wow, you're nothing but a drunk. i'm so disappointed." mamá looked like she was about to cry. "get upstairs, and stay in your room."

i did as she said. i threw myself on my bed. i reached for my phone in my back pocket and the light blinded me. i scrolled through pictures of me and dylan. i didn't realize i was crying until a tear drop fell onto my phone screen.

i felt my eyes getting heavy and i couldn't fight to keep them open anymore, so i let sleep consume me.

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dylan's pov:

it was around ten-thirty at night. the guys and i are having a movie night. everyone was asleep except for chase and i, which is usually the case.

i rested my head on chases shoulder and sighed. i felt safe with him.

"hey dylan..." he whispered, careful so he didn't wake the guys up. i lifted my head to look up at him.

"yeah..?" i asked softly. he stared deep into my eyes and licked his lips.

"you know i'd do anything for you." he said so only i could hear. my face heated up and i bit my lip slightly. chase started to lean in and i felt myself copying his movements. our lips were just about to touch before i pulled away.

"i'm sorry, i can't." i mumbled with my head down. i felt his fingers move my head so i could look at him. he had a sad smile on his face while he pushed a strand of hair behind my head.

"it's okay darling. i know you've been through a lot and i'm not going to pressure you into anything." he smiled. i felt butterflies erupt in my stomach. i nodded a thank you.

eventually chase fell asleep and the movie was almost over. i'm exhausted. i turn the tv off and i cover all the guys with blankets before going upstairs in my own room.

i get under the comforter. i pick up my phone and i couldn't stop myself from clicking on the photo album named, "my angel". pictures of benny and i flooded my screen. i felt myself get upset all over again so i put my phone down and let sleep overtake my body.

a/n - wow two updates so far 💪 anyway i don't know if you could tell but my writing has changed a bit so i'm thinking about editing not mi amor and only for you, mi amor. i'll keep the same plot but just make it more my writing style now. lemme know if i should do that :) don't forget to vote ;) i love you all <3

- liana <3

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