Hatred // Muke

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'yes?', jack asked him to continue. 'can we do this somewhere else please', michael asked but it was more demanding.

'uhm I don't know? my friends can hear it too if you need to tell me something', jack said.

just come with me you idiot, michael thought. 'it's not something that your friends like to hear jack', michael pleaded and he took his hand in his.

they walked towards the parking lot and when michael saw that nobody was there he tried to explain his problem to jack.

'so what are you telling me now actually michael? that you and this stupid luke guy have feelings for each other?!', jack yelled 'shhht jack please!', michael begged his almost ex-boyfriend to be quieter.

'and you even kissed? I can't believe you did this to me. after all I've done for you, you wouldn't be here anymore if I weren't when you had your difficult moments. and with luke hemmings, wow. wouldn't have expected that from him', jack said sarcastically.

'I'm so sorry jack', michael cried. 'can we please break up? I don't want to hurt you anymore, I've done enough shit to you and you're an amazing person you know, I loved you. I still love you actually', michael cried.

'no michael, you never even loved me the way I loved you. I loved you in a loving way, not a caring way. I knew when you would have to chose between me and luke that I wouldn't have a chance. and look where we are now, you're breaking up with me because of him. it's not okay michael and I will never understand why you would chose him. but it's your life and your choice, so I guess we need to break up. I still love you, you know and I'm an idiot for it', jack cried.

'I'm so sorry', michael cried and he and jack had one final last hug, like they were saying their goodbye to their relationship. jack pulled away from the hug and returned to the school building without looking at michael.

both boys were already trying to make their tears and the redness of their eyes go away, and they would probably act like nothing ever happened between them.

because that's how it goes with break-ups; you break-up, act like the relationship never even existed and go on with your life. you ignore each other every day, pretending the other one doesn't exist but you still look at them and when your gazes eventually would cross, you look away as fast as you can, because you're definitely over them. definitely.

after a few minutes michael also returned to the school building and he heard loud noises coming from down the hall. and of course, jack was standing there in the middle of a circle. but what michael didn't expect was that luke just lay there on the ground without moving and his face was full with blood.

'and this one is for kissing him you ugly dick', jack yelled and punched luke hard in the face. 'stop!', michael yelled and jack saw michaels face and immediately stopped punching luke. the principal himself had already arrived and was taking jack to his office, sending the school nurse towards luke who was laying in a small puddle of blood on the ground. 'mister hemmings?', the woman asked and shone with a light in luke his eyes.

'miss please tell me that he will be okay', michael pleaded and took luke his hand in his. 'I don't know young man, let's take care of him. I'm sure that he will be okay', she was still smiling, even in this situation. 'thanks ma'm', michael smiled and then some guys helped the nurse to take luke to her 'office'.

'I'm sorry michael, I don't know why I did that. I've always known that you liked him deep down and I don't know why that you do that since he's a dick, but it's your life and your choices. so I'm very sorry and I hope he can make you happier than me', jack said sadly.

'it's okay jack, you'll find a boyfriend who will love you a thousand more times than me and who's better than me', michael said and he turned away.

;;

'are you and luke together?', calum asked michael the day after.

the four of them were together after a long time at ashton's house. calum had texted them to say that they couldn't forget about their band, even after all the drama.

they all accepted that calum just had found a good excuse because he wanted to have a sleepover again, since they had got a lot of problems.

luke was okay and jack was fine, he already apologised to luke for hitting and punching him. luke was okay with it, since jack had been good to michael. and michael was all that mattered to luke.

'I don't know cal and I actually don't forgive you for calling me a slut', michael said. 'I'm sorry mikey I was just angry that jack would be hurt, he's an amazing person you know', calum said.

'I'm an idiot for choosing luke over him right?', michael sighed. 'maybe', calum said. 'I know that I'm an idiot, it's okay.'

luke and ashton returned from the kitchen with loads of food and drinks. they absolutely needed that because they were going to write new songs for their brand new band.

and when they just lay there on the ground, in the middle of all the crumpled papers, looking up to the ceiling michael just said to luke:

❝at least I can tolerate you now.❞

╳ THE END ╳

should I write an epilogue??