Hatred // Muke

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'I don't know what to do anymore ashton', luke sighed. 'what do you mean?', ashton asked confused.

normally luke was the confidence itself, but right now you couldn't see anything of that luke.

'you known I'm bi right?', luke said. 'well yeah duh', ashton rolled his eyes. 'well there's this new guy and he makes me feel things that I shouldn't feel. I've tried to deny those feelings but it doesn't work and I don't know why...

and he's really pretty and cute but I don't want to accept it that he won't ever like or even love me. he hates me so much ashton and I know that he has the reason to hate me', luke said sadly.

'I think I have a feeling that I know who you're talking about', ashton sighed.

'it's michael. it's michael fucking clifford whose the cause of this', luke said.

'luke, you really fucked everything up you know. why did you do all this shit to him?', ashton asked luke.

'to deny my feelings and to get his attention', luke sighed. 'there are better ways to get someone's attention you know', ashton said.

'yeah, I know. and that's why I want to make things right between us. and I'm going to that now', luke stated proudly.

'I hope michael says no', ashton said. 'wow thank you', luke rolled his eyes.

'when you're in love with someone you can do a lot of other things to get their attention, at least you don't bully them. so I want that michael says no to you because you were a dick. you're still a dick', ashton said.

'thanks again ash, love you too. and it's not like I'm in love with him you idiot, I fancy him. he's cute', luke smiled and you saw his heart eyes only because he was thinking of him.

'oh luke what have you gotten yourself into', ashton whispered to himself.

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'michael?', luke yelled. he had knocked at least five minutes on michael's door but with no success.

'I know you're there, please open the door', luke pleaded. 'leave me alone!', a voice suddenly yelled. luke looked up and michael was standing there at his window above the door.

'come on michael, please', luke said. he heard michael sigh loudly and a minute later the door opened.

'what do you want?', michael asked luke. 'can I talk to you please. I want to explain a few things', he said. 'okay?', michael said but it was more a question.

luke followed michael inside and took a seat at michael's table. 'well I wanted to explain why I've been such an ass to you michael', luke said.

'when you started at our school, you were the center of the attention because you were the new guy and you had green hair. people actually seemed to like it that you did something what everybody would like to do but was too afraid to actually do.

and then I ran into you and I don't know why, but I just felt the need to be rude because I was afraid that you would do more bad to me than good. and then my friends began to talk to you and you became a friend of them so I was a friend of you then but no, I was not getting my hopes up for the second time in my life with a guy, and I didn't want that to happen.

so then meghan seemed the perfect 'distraction'. but she wasn't because I still couldn't stop thinking of you. and meghan is so annoying and clingy so when I broke up with her I was really happy, because now I can tell you how I feel about you.

you're so perfect and cute. when you do that thing with your sweater paws and hide your little smile and I always drown in your eyes that have those sparkles in them.

I'm so sorry michael for everything that I've done to you. I don't expect you to forgive me, absolutely not. but please tell me that one day you will be able to think of me as someone who makes you happy and not someone who destroys you.'

michael was just sitting there and crying because this was all to much for him. this wasn't the luke he knew, this was a beautiful, perfect and honest person who said the sweetest words ever to him.

'shhh michael don't cry', luke stroked michael's hair and wiped his tears of his rosy cheeks. 'you can't do this to me luke', michael cried. 'you can't give me those mixed feelings first and then say all this to me', michael sobbed.

'I don't want that you're crying because of me michael, not for the thousand time in your life', luke hugged him.

'shut up and kiss me you fool', michael whispered.

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