I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (JAEJOONG FANFIC) #WATTYS2015

CHAPTER 33

The next day . . . .

Lena suddenly woke up. She suddenly saw that Jaejoong wasn't beside him. She immediately got up and sat on her bed. Fear instantly filled her heart.

"Jaejoong . . . ." she called out. But there was no answer.

She wanted to get out of their room, but she was afraid. Different thoughts were already rushing into her mind.

"Did he leave me again?" she started to ask herself over and over again.

Slowly the tears started to fall. She then started to remember the day that Jaejoong left her after making love with her. She couldn't stop herself, but her heart was pounding very hard. She then started to sob . . . .

"Lena . . ." Jaejoong uttered  with concern as he entered the room. He was holding a tray with different dishes he prepared for Lena's breakfast.

"Jaejoong . . . . Jaejoong . . . ." Lena suddenly glanced at him. She was very happy to see him.

Jaejoong immediately placed the tray he was holding on a table near him, and he hurriedly went to Lena's side. He then gently wiped away her tears as he looked straight into her eyes.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" he asked with concern.

Lena suddenly embraced Jaejoong. "I . . . I thought  . . . you left me again," she cried out as she buried her face in Jaejoong's chest.

Jaejoong suddenly felt his heart skipped a beat. He knew what he had done before was very painful for her. And he understood why she suddenly became afraid that he had left her again, after she didn't find lying next to her when she woke up.

He gently caressed Lena's head. Then he lovingly kissed the paths that Lena's tears made on her face.

"I'm sorry . . . . if I scared you . . . I know I was a fool before . . . . when I just left you alone, after we made love. But I've changed . . . I'm no longer afraid to fight for you . . . and for our love. So please . . . trust me . . . whatever happens I will never . . . . ever leave you alone again. I will always be by your side . . . . protecting you, taking care of you and loving you," Jaejoong uttered as he stared deep into her eyes.

"Are you sure . . . . you will never leave me again? Are you sure . . . you're willing to give everything up? Are you sure . . . ." she said when Jaejoong suddenly placed a finger on her lips to stop her from talking.

"You don't have to ask such questions . . . . . I have already decided to give up everything and forget everyone . . . the moment that I ran after you . . . You're the most important person in my life. I can live without money, stardom, material things . . . even my family and friends . . . but I can't live without you . . . . If I lose you, then it would be much better that I die. I can't live without you, Lena. I love you. . . ." Jaejoong said with love in his eyes.

"Jaejoong . . . I love you too . . . . And I can't live without you too," she uttered.

Jaejoong suddenly tried to put on a smile. "Next time . . . call out for me or just look for me. Don't go assuming things like this and like that . . . and then just go crying in a corner . . . like what you did today."

"But I called out for you . . . you didn't answer," Lena replied.

"I was in the kitchen . . . cooking," Jaejoong said with a laugh.

Lena lowered her head. She suddenly felt very embarrassed.

Jaejoong suddenly laughed again. "I'm sorry. I wasn't scolding you or anything like that," he then embraced her again. "Don't worry. . . I will never leave you . . ."