I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (JAEJOONG FANFIC) #WATTYS2015

CHAPTER 38

The next day Jaejoong went out of his room. It was already 7 in the morning. He knew he needed to prepare breakfast. He was still  not feeling well, but he needed to do something just to stop himself from thinking about Lena. Eventhough his wounds were already healing . . . his heart was still hurting.

He weakly entered the kitchen. But was quite surprised to see who were already up. All the other DBSK boys were already in the kitchen and were already having breakfast.

"Good morning!" Max greeted.

"You're up already? Sorry if we didn't wake you up to have breakfast with us. We figured that you might not want to have breakfast yet . . . and would just want to sleep and rest instead," Micky explained.

"It's okay . . . But why are you guys up so early anyway?" Jaejoong asked curiously.

Xiah, Micky, Max and U-Know suddenly exchanged glances with each other. Somehow they didn't know if they should tell him the truth.

U-Know stared at Jaejoong seriously. "We're supposed to do a radio interview today at noon," he suddenly said.

"A radio interview? How? Oh . . . I remember . . .so Daichi's mother followed Lena's conditions. So now I'm guessing that my father and sisters have their jobs back. I should be happy right?" Jaejoong tried to put on a fake smile.

"Our manager said that you need to see a doctor. So that your wounds would heal without any scars, especially those on your face. He also said that he will bring you to a doctor this afternoon after the radio interview," U-Know said slowly.

"So does this mean that I'm not being removed from the our group anymore?" Jaejoong asked sarcastically.

Xiah slowly shook his head. All of them could sense the unhappiness that their friend was feeling.

Jaejoong suddenly stared at the food infront of him. He then smiled bitterly.

"Lena cooked me a wonderful breakfast . . . and I wasn't able to eat it . . . even one small bite. And now I don't know how it tasted. She must have spent hours making me those dishes . . . and it just all went to waste. I wonder what kind of food she's having now . . . or maybe she's still sleeping . . . or maybe . . ."

"Hyung . . . stop it! You're just hurting yourself. Stop thinking about her. For your sake and her sake . . . stop it. Just let her go," Max slowly uttered.

Jaejoong tried to smile. "Don't worry. I'm fine. I can live without her . . . like the way she can live without me. I'm hungry . . .I want to eat," he said as he quickly sat and started to fill a bowl with different kinds of foods.

He had already swallowed a spoonful of food when his tears started to fall. As he continued to eat, his tears continued to stream down his face.

The other DBSK boys just watched helplessly as their friend tried to eat. How their hearts ached as they watched his tears slowly fall.

A week passed . . . .

All of Jaejoong's wounds had already healed perfectly well. No one could even tell that he had been beaten badly just a few days passed. His total appearance was back to normal.

All of the DBSK boys' activities have been resumed and all of the reports and rumors about their group being disbanded were finally cleared out. They were all back to their normal busy schedule.

But despite of all the work that was keeping the DBSK boys busy . . . there were still times that Jaejoong couldn't stop himself from thinking about Lena.

He was still wondering how she was doing . . . where she was . . . and if she was thinking of him too.

How his heart ached everytime he remembered her. How he wished that all his feelings would just go away. He wanted to be free of the pain. He wanted to forget. He wanted to let go . . . But his heart was refusing everything that his mind was dictating. He still longed for her.