I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (JAEJOONG FANFIC) #WATTYS2015

CHAPTER 56

Lena had been staring out of the window of her room for more than an hour. She couldn't understand what she was feeling. It has been a very long time since she was able to peacefully stare at the sky. . . no fear . . . no worries.

She was finally home now. Her parents already knew everything. She didn't need to hide anymore. Daichi had already told her parents about what happened to her. And he had also cleared out the matter concerning Jaejoong and the child she was carrying.

Lena sighed. No matter how much she tried to avoid thinking about Jaejoong, he just keeps on appearing in her mind . . . over and over again.

She sadly looked at the spot where the painting she gave Jaejoong used to be placed. A smile suddenly appeared on her lips. She suddenly remembered the first time that they saw that painting. Somehow she could still remember their faces as they both stared at that painting. She loved that painting and she was missing it badly.

"How are you Jaejoong? What are you doing right now? I miss you . . ." she slowly uttered.

"You're thinking about him again?" Daichi suddenly asked as he placed his hands on Lena's shoulder.

Lena turned her wheelchair around. She was too busy thinking about Jaejoong that she didn't realize that Daichi was already standing beside her.

"Daichi . . . how long have you been standing there?" she asked.

"Long enough to hear what you said," he replied with a hurt look in his eyes.

"I'm sorry . . . I just can't help it. Everything I see . . . everything I do . . . reminds me of him," she said as she lowered her head in sadness.

Daichi looked out of the window as well. His heart was aching badly, but he couldn't show it. He didn't want to cause Lena any worries. He loved her too much that he was willing to sacrifice his own emotions.

"We'll be leaving in a few hours . . . Get some rest," he said as he slowly looked at Lena.

"Where are we going Daichi?" she suddenly asked.

"Far away . . . in a place where you will never think about Jaejoong ever again . . . A place where we can start our own memories," Daichi replied.

Lena looked straight into Daichi's eyes. "Daichi . . . are you really sure . . . you want to do this?"

"Are you hesitating again?" Daichi suddenly asked with a hint of irritation.

Lena immediately noticed the sudden change in Daichi's face.

"I'm sorry . . . Please don't get mad," she apologized.

"I've already done everything for you . . . And I'm willing to do anything for you . . . What more do you want? You're killing me, Lena . . . You're killing me with your actions and your words . . . But because I love you, I just try to accept everything . . . the humiliation, the pain, the fear, the self-pity . . . Don't I deserve some happiness? Can't you just forget about Jaejoong? What does he have that I don't? Tell me! I'm willing to do anything just to have you," Daichi said with anger and desperation in his voice.