I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (JAEJOONG FANFIC) #WATTYS2015

CHAPTER 11

After having breakfast, Lena and the DBSK boys all decided to watch a movie. An hour passed . . . . . Jaejoong couldn't stand Lena's silence anymore.

 

            “Why don't you go back to your room and rest?” Jaejoong asked Lena. She was quietly sitting right next to him on the sofa.

 

            “I'm fine . . . . Besides I won't be able to go back to sleep anyway. If I go back to bed, I'll just end up passing my time looking at the ceiling,” Lena answered while staring blankly at the wide screen tv.

 

            “Well . . . . you're just passing your time staring at the tv screen already. Are you understanding what we are watching?” Jaejoong asked again. He had been observing her for the past hour.

 

            Lena looked at Jaejoong, then she suddenly smiled. “Frankly . . . . no. I'm thinking about something else.”

 

            “Would you like to talk about it?” Jaejoong asked softly.

 

            Lena stared straight into Jaejoong's eyes. She saw the concern he was feeling for her . . . . and somehow this warmed her heart. She really needed someone to talk to. But she was thinking that he wasn't really the right person to talk to.

 

            “No, thanks . . . . It's nothing.”

 

            Lena felt so lonely. She needed someone to talk to about what she was feeling and everything that was running through her mind. And she was also very tired . . . . tired of trying to cope up with everything that was happening around her.

 

            Suddenly she decided to lean on Jaejoong's shoulder . . . . and then she closed her eyes.

 

            Jaejoong's whole body stiffened as Lena's head laid down on his shoulder.

 

            “Lena . . . .” he uttered.

 

            “Remember . . . . when we  were young, I would always sit next to you and I would always lay down my head on your shoulder . . . then I would always fall asleep?” she asked while she kept her eyes closed.

 

            Jaejoong smiled as he remembered their times together. “Yes . . . and I would always end up looking after you while you slept like a baby.”

 

            “Jaejoong . . . . I wish we didn't have to grow up . . . . I wish we didn't have to grow apart . . .” Lena said then she suddenly stopped talking.

 

            “Lena. . . .” Jaejoong uttered her name again. He didn't know what to say.

 

            “I wish we were still young . . . everything was so simple back then . . . no complications . . . no limitations . . . . no Daichi to think about . . . .” she said with sadness in her voice.