I LOVE YOU MY FRIEND (JAEJOONG FANFIC) #WATTYS2015

CHAPTER 60

As Jaejoong laid down on his bed, he couldn't stop himself from smiling sweetly at Lena. She was also lying down beside him on his bed.

"Why are you smiling like you're crazy or something?" Lena teased.

Jaejoong faced Lena and lovingly traced her nose, then her lips with his finger.

"Because I can't believe that you're finally back in my life again . . ." Jaejoong replied seriously.

Lena smiled. "I hope this time we won't be separated again," she said with fear in her eyes.

Jaejoong lovingly took Lena into his arms. "I promise you . . . I won't let go of you ever again . . ."

Lena rested her head on his chest. She could hear his heart beating, and somehow this brought such a wonderful feeling . . . a feeling that she had been longing for . . . a very long time.

"Jae . . ."

"Hmmm . . ." he uttered.

"I'm sorry," she said softly.

"Sorry for what?" he asked curiously.

"Sorry for everything . . ." she replied.

"Let's just forget about everything that happened. Let's leave all the unhappy memories behind, and make new and unforgettable memories that we will treasure for the years to come," he said lovingly.

Lena closed her eyes. She had never felt so peaceful and safe. This was the very first time that she wasn't thinking about anything. Both her heart and mind were finally at ease. She no longer had to worry about her parents or Daichi's mother or Daichi or Keiko or Micky . . . She was finally free of all the worries . . . She felt such unexplainable happiness.

"Jaejoong, I'm so happy . . . I really thought I was going to spend the rest of my life without you by my side," she uttered.

"Do you really think that I would be able to live without you?" he asked.

Lena opened her eyes and stared at Jaejoong. "What was I supposed to think? You already had Keiko in your life?"

Jaejoong gently kissed Lena on the forehead. "Would you believe me if I say that while I was holding Keiko in my arms . . . I was imagining that . . . you were the one I was holding?"

"What?" she asked, eyes wide with shock.

"I know I was a total jerk when I fooled around with Keiko. But you have to forgive my foolishness. . . I was sad, angry and confused . . . I wasn't really thinking straight. When you suddenly disappeared, I thought you had really abandoned me. And somehow I wanted to forget you, so I fooled around with a lot of girls. . . and then I met Keiko. She was really a nice girl when I met her. She helped me to momentarily forget all the pain I was feeling," Jaejoong confessed.