Perfect Pain

#15

~●Chapter 15•~

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"Will you? Or not." Alex successfully hid his amusement. Staring into her eyes without giving any attention to the feelings that grew as he did.

"How..." so far he loved the effect it had on her, and that made him smirk, satisfied. "How did you get the video?" Ciara was finally able to complete her words despite her shock and embarrassment.

"That's for me to know." He said, somehow their time alone made memories of last night at his car flash back to him and he smiled, feeling shivers run down his spine as his face inched closer to her.

He took slow steps towards her, unable to control his sudden want. She takes steps back but the wall stops her movement. Glad, he leaned on her resting his palms on the wall, trapping her between his arms.

He hadn't plan to do this with her in here, but when a man wants what he wants, there's very little things that can stop him. His burning desire to feel her right there was getting the best of him and she wasn't helping with her slow and nervous pants that sounded like shaky moans.

"Alex?" Her voice shook. Clearly she didn't like what he was doing to her, and he could derive pleasure in that.

"Yeah?" He moaned back, feeling her little pointy nose circle against his, eyes high with desire. This was never like him, he knew it. Growing up in the absence of both parents, he never got to have a full exposure to his male desires, most of it he learnt from friends he had to hang with, others he just grew to control. But this girl was making controlling look like a punishment.

"W...where did you get that video?" He felt her hot breath as she whispered again.That video was giving her a hard time wasn't it?

"Forget about the video." He wished he hadn't said that, now he seems like a desperate prevent. What else would she think of him? He called her in here just to threaten her and then seduce her?

What was he thinking?

He pulled away instantly. Frowning, surprised by his own actions. He saw her shock, and anger made its way to him. This was never like him, he'd never make this terrible impression.

Most of the time he'd hear his friend talk and laugh about this kind of situation, but never had he imagined finding himself in such situation, and unlike his friends it was nothing to laugh about.

He saw her relief once he pulled away from her, of course she didn't like it, what was he even thinking?

He left without a word.

"Hey Alex!" He knew the voice of his friend. It was Luke, one of the friends he didn't frequently talk to. Hiding his disgust and confusion. "Layla's throwing a party this weeken..." He tried to inform.

"I won't make it." And he wasn't sorry. He never attended those anyway. He Was quick to get to his car. He need to clear his head, and seeing any more people wasn't going to help.

He sighed into his wheel. Deep down he didn't regret what he did and her nervousness made him think of things he'd never thought of before. He should be thinking of Mrs. Deryeta, but he couldn't find away out of her eyes as he thought of them. They did things to him.

He sighed again, hoping this time he would take his mind off Ciara but he could only push it aside. He never liked history so skipping school wasn't going to hurt.

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I tried to forget about it but it was too hard. Way too hard. He made my body sting. I didn't know why he did that, but I hope he never does it again.

During the rest of the class I couldn't keep him out of my mind. His pretty blue eyes and lashes that could reach his cheekbones. His growl and his whispers. Just thinking about it now made me crave for more.

He should be here. He was normally at my history class, but I realized he never was most of the time. Maybe he never really liked history, probably.

The day was over, and my expectations of seeing Alex walk into every other class I attended failed. And I didn't know Why I was concerned.

"Lex." I stopped him and he quickly excused himself from the group he was laughing with.

"What's up?" He asked. I ignored the urge to to yell at him for giving his brother that video, but my concern for Alex seemed to have over powered it.

I couldn't help but think I did something wrong, he had pulled back and disgust was written all over his face, and I flinched on the inside. I know I didn't want it to happen, I never expected it either so the odds of him even feeling like he just saw a monster wasn't pleasing.

"Have...you heard from Alex?" I knew I would regret it the moment I said it. His face mischievously turned into a grin and he ran his hands through his hair. "Well Alex leaves during every history class. After then he doesn't show up in school until tomorrow."

Oh...it all makes sense now, that explains why I never see him after history on a Friday. My thoughts ran to the house from last weekend. I knew he had gone there. I wouldn't want to interfere if it come to that.

After realizing I seemed like a really stupid person for waiting on someone who had made me feel ways I shouldn't have, I decided to go home.

It's been a long time since dad was off duty, I hadn't seen him since then. Maybe we could have a little conversation when I get home. I Wasn't looking forward to it but I wouldn't fight it if we had the chance.

"Dad?" I called out to him locking the door behind me. No reply. "Dad." I called again, he should be home I was certain he was off duty today.

I walked all the way to the kitchen. Maybe he was making dinner I thought, but he wasn't in the kitchen either. I don't get it, he isn't home.

I was already feeling disappointed, he never missed a chance of come home If he had one. I grabbed my phone with intentions of calling him but something stopped me.

My hand froze in mid air, as my limbs became weak so did my legs, my heart was falling out of its position and my brain could no longer think for itself.

"Dad?"

A\N
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