The day I met you~

Nighty walk

"After all the dance practice and singing we got out of the building walking towards the car, it was already dark"

Jonghyun: do you wanna take a walk with me before dropping you off?
Me: yes sure
Jonghyun: okay let's put our stuff in the car first
Me: time really flies inside the building, it's already dark out here
Jonghyun: right? That's why sometimes you feel like you don't belong to yourself
Me: now I think I get it
Jonghyun: sometimes it's better to see it with your own eyes
Me: I can see clearly now, correct me if I'm wrong, you come here early in the morning and don't leave till you finish with all your work, that means even tho you did all these things you didn't do nothing personal at all during the day
Jonghyun: you're 100% correct
Me: now I know why you sleep late

"We heard some people, Jonghyun looked back, there were around 3 paparazzi, he grabs my hand and we started running"

Jonghyun: RUN!
me: ughhh they are so annoying
Jonghyun: let's hide

                    "We hide behind a van"

Jonghyun: I think we lost them
Me: hopefully
Jonghyun: sometimes it gets worse
Me:worse than this!?
Jonghyun: yes, sometimes I try to go for a ride in my bike outside my apartment and there's so many fans trying to take pics
Me: that's scary
Jonghyun: yeah, I try to be respectful but sometimes I would like to yell at them, I need alone time too
Me: why don't you do it?
Jonghyun: I can't, I need to be nice to them, I can't break character
Me: you know you're a human too right?
Jonghyun: I don't belong to myself

" 10 minutes pass, we try to go back to Jonghyun's car, finally there's no paparazzi outside the building, I guess they went to look out for us"

Jonghyun: here go inside (opens the door for me)
Me: thanks
Jonghyun: want me to drop you already?
Me: yes please
Jonghyun: did you enjoyed your day?
Me: I was kinda scared in the morning but after meeting with the chairman I was at ease
Jonghyun: good to know
Me: haha why?
Jonghyun: I just wanna make sure you're having a good time
Me: how about you? Did you have a good time?
Jonghyun: does that matter to you?
Me: of course, it's not all about me you know~, sometimes you have to focus on your happiness too and put yourself first
Jonghyun: isn't that selfish?
Me: sometimes we need to be selfish to be happy, at least once
Jonghyun: I guess you're right

"We arrived to my hotel, jonghyun opened the door, He said bye to me and go towards my hotel, I got into my room turn on the shower, prepare some clothes to wear, I send sodam clothes to the laundry, took a shower, when I was in bed I see a message from Jonghyun popping onto my phone screen"

Jonghyun: I'm home
"Sends pic"

Me: you look tired, you should sleep
Jonghyun: are you still awake?
Me: yes, I just took a shower moments ago, I'm gonna sty a little bit
Jonghyun: you should sleep too, today was a long day
Me: it's okay, I haven't focused on my studies lately 😅
Jonghyun: sorry from keeping you busy instead of you taking time to study 😕
Me: haha don't apologize, it's my fault, I'm having so much fun spending time with you, back in the states I'm a nerdy, I didn't even had time to date or go to clubs
Jonghyun: really? Why? I thought American people have so much fun and are more open letting their kids enjoy their life
Me: we'll not all Americans, my mom is an immigrant, my dad is from America and my mom is Korean
Jonghyun: ARE YOU KOREAN!!
Me: half
Jonghyun: why didn't you tell me!?
Me: does that matter!?
Jonghyun: I could have been speaking Korean this whole time!!
Me: wait, I don't speak Korean, my mom never taught me
Jonghyun: too bad, but do you understand?
Me: some stuff, not everything
Jonghyun: what a revelation 😂, I thought you were Japanese or Chinese,
Me: now you know 😂😂
Jonghyun:well miss Korea I'll let you study now okay?
Me: haha thanks
Jonghyun: good night 💙
Me: goodnight 🌙