more than bestfriends

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- y/n

i jumped out of my sleep from one of those weird dreams. i look at the time and its near 3 in the afternoon. i got out if my bed and started doing my morning routine.

all last night my mind was on what happened. the only thing i could've though of is us getting caught. i told him im gonna tell jackson what happened but it was a mistake. which it was , but a really good one.

i put on a grey shirts and a white crop to with no sleeves. i just finished brushing my teeth and getting out of the shower. i open my room door to hear laughter downstairs.

i ran down the stairs catching everyones attention. " ahh look whose up? good afternoon y/n." alejandro sighs.

" bro what were you doing last night to be up sleeping so late?" alvaro questions

i dont know whether to lie or not , but the look on mattia's face tells me the answer. " i was binge watching movies and i talk to my sister." i lied , which im really bad at. hopefully they stick with that.

" mhm.... y/n and mattia can yall help me with something in my room pls?" kairi squints his eyes. " bro what do you need help with now?" mattia groans after plopping a grape in his mouth.

" just get yall asses upstairs, now!" he says roughly while running up the steps. mattia sighs and walks pass me , locking eyes.

wth was that all about?

" come on , he asked for you too." he says and continues to walk up the steps. i turn around to look at everyone else but they just shrug their shoulders.

i walk up the steps and stand next to mattia by the door. he pushes it open and closes it behind us.

" okay what do you need help with?" i ask while kairi sits on the bed. i stares at us with a ' girl cut the shit face' .

" so is there something you guys wanna tell me or were just gonna play stupid?" he crosses his arms. " dude what are you talking about?" mattia ask. im just standing in the corner trying to figure out as much as he is.

" im your best friend so you can ell me anything and what i saw im expecting yall to explain it to me." kairi states while looking at me.

" what are you talk-"

" i saw you and y/n kissing last night! there i said it." he rushed it but it was clear enough for me to hear. as much as i wish he could've said anything else but that , they were gonna found out about it sooner or later. i sit down in the same corner , shook.

" it was only me that saw , i came to the house to grab a shirt for alejandro but i saw you guys through the window. please im not telling anyone but just explain to me what the hell is going on between you too." he explains. " ever since you guys went to the fair , you've been acting weirder than usual."

i let out a sigh as single tears run down my cheek. " y/n we gotta tell him , atleast." mattia looks at me. i refuse to even look back , " go for it."

" so um at the fair , i sorta told y/n that i was in love with her and we kissed. last night we got drunk and it happened again. we are gonna tell jackson and victoria what happened." mattia tells him.

" wait you did what exactly?" kairi jumps up. " while you were talking to vic , are you insane?"

" kairi i know your mad , but i have felt that way about y/n before vic came along i just didnt have the courage to tell her." mattia rubs his temples.

" mattia , why did you get with vic then if you know you felt that way about y/n?" kairi questions him. " i didn't want to hurt her , plus y/n didn't even say anything back. she just left me with out a response."

" can we just drop this please? okay kairi you caught us , just dont say anything to anyone. i would like to tell jackson myself." i groan and get up from the corner. i walk out of the room and slam the door.

i walk to jackson's room and knock on the door.

" come in," i hear from behind the door. " hey babe whats up?"

" can i talk to you about something pls?" i sniff closing the door behind me.

( later that day)

i was so excited about the party tonight. I've been waiting so long to get out and see my friends. everyone has been back and forth between their rooms and the bathroom. the party was euphoria themed so i wanted to go all out. i was stuck between two outfits, purple or silver.

i decided to do my makeup first then pick my outfit. i decided to go with my fringed silver dress with a deep v cut. i think im gonna mix purple and silver into my outfit.

i did a silver glam and just put purple jewels and white eyeliner around my eyes. i put my hair in a sleek bun and pasted rhinestone along my hairline.

i think i did pretty good though. i have about 30 minutes to get dress and be downstairs.

" y/n come on 30 minutes lets go!!" robert knocks on my door. " can i atleast put my fucking clothes on?" i yell back completely annoyed.

i wonder how mattia's gonna look?

" no i dont , stop thinking that." i say to myself. what is wrong with me? i finally got my dress on and thankfully it didn't mess up my makeup.

i let out a fustrated sigh as i realize my hair got messed up so i have to redo it. i put some hair gel on my head and brushed it through my hair.

i had 10 more minutes on the clock and i dont even know where my shoes are. i had to look for ny jewelry and my shoes.

i search through all my bags and i finally found em. thank jesus.

i put in my earrings and my rings. i strap on my heels and sprayed some more body spray. i was officially done so i vould get out of this room.

i turned off all the lights and walked through the hallway. " im sorry guys i couldn't find my shoes!" i say walking down the steps.

i looked at everyone and they look amazing , better than amazing. the only person who i couldn't seem to stop looking at was mattia but i had too.

"baby you look.... wow" jackson helps me down the rest of the stairs. " thank you , you look amazing as well." i smile giving him a kiss on the cheek.

" you guys clean up nice , oh wait i taught yall that." i tease the boys. " whatever y/n , lets get this show on the road." kairi punches my arm a little.

her dress if you were wondering!!!!