more than bestfriends

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- mattia

today is our last day in L.A , we leave tomorrow early morning. we have a lunch date before i party with peyton , sean , devin and some other people. i can say i enjoyed my time here. i really don't want to go back to regular life at all.

" so what are we gonna tell the others?" i ask y/n. " the only person who has a idea of what's going on is kairi."

" mattia i really dont know , i'm trying to figure it out myself." she groans in frustration. " im not saying that we aren't gonna tell them , but i dont know how to tell them."

" its already bad enough we have been hiding it for 5 months now. are you sure you want to wait till we reach back to jersey?" i question her.

im just worried about how they will react. we have been hiding this for so long so i highly doubt they are gonna take this how we want them too.

they would think that we dont trust them enough with our relationships or anything else. we are eventually gonna tell them but i just want to get it over with now. i know she need to wrap her head around things.

" yes i know how bad it is already but im not mentally ready for what could happen if we tell them now. i need to fully clear my mind space before saying anything." she sighs finishing the last of her makeup. " please mattia , promise you wont say anything about this until i am ready?"

" i promise i wont say anything." i respond wrapping my pinky around hers. " ill see you in a few "

i exit out of her room and try to head to mine before being stopped by kairi. " hey is everything alright?" he asked. " yeah im good , i was just checking up on y/n." i say trying to get pass him.

" ok um peyton and sean said they are ready for us." he informs me before walking back downstairs. i walk back into my room and finish getting myself together. i just wanna get back home and get this whole act over with.

- alejandro

i wouldn't say im good at reading peoples emotions but something is definitely wrong with y/n and mattia. they have always been close but they seem a little distant from each other.

vic and jackson have been alot more closer and has been spending more time with each other than there partners. i really want to ask but i know mattia would just deny everything.

i walk down the stairs to go talk to the rest of the group to see whats going on. " hey guys can i talk to you for a second?"

we all walkover to the kitchen and talk softly until the others come downstairs. " have you guys notice anything off with those four? because i definitely do." i state.

" yeah it looks like they got into an argument or something , they have been off for the past 3 days." robert informs us but it just doesn't make sense.

" it had to be way before that because mattia and y/n haven't really been close  like they used to before break. she wouldn't hang out with us unless mattia wasn't there." alvaro explains basically picturing what i am. " it's something totally bigger than an argument."

i look at kairi and he hasnt said a word. he has something on his mind but by the look on his face he cant say anything. " kairi? you good bro?" i question him , but all he does is nod his head.

" they just had an argument or something. just give them some time to fix whatever it is." kairi inputs.

we hear multiple footsteps come down the stairs and step out of the kitchen. " you guys ready?" jackson ask as mattia , y/n and vic follow behind him. " yeah whose driving?" robert ask grabbing the keys.

i snatched them away from him and shake my head. " nope not you , im driving."

- y/n

i honestly didn't want to go anywhere today but i felt that it was best i get out for my last day. im still questioning if i want to go to that damn party. every single part of me tells me i shouldn't but i dont think i would have a choice.

i was up all night thinking and barely even touched my bed. i just sat on my floor by my window and stared out. so many things have gone wrong and right but i'll figure it out.

hopefully this lunch will go as i imaged in my head. plus i cant wait to see payton and devin. i sat in the back seat of the car with kairi and robert.

i sat in the middle of them both. alejandro and alvaro were in the front seats. alejandro puts the address into the gps and pulls out of the driveway. i just wanted to sleep and go home. my phone starts vibrating and i reach into purse and it was a text from kairi.

      kai❤️

kai
is everything ok? you seem sad :(

yeah im fine kai , just alot on my mind.

kai
ok did you get any sleep last night?

not really but its fine , thanks for checking on me :))

kai
anything for you <3 hope everything turns out fine

love you <33

i turn off my phone and lean my head on his shoulder. im glad me and kai are friends because he makes me feel so safe. i really wanna tell him everything but im not in the safe space of my own mind.

ive made up my mind that im gonna stay home from that party today , just to give my head a break. if i have so many things going on how will i enjoy myself?

we pull into the parking lot of this restaurant and it looks really nice. i get out of the vehicle and stretch myself while i pull down my dress. mattia and roshaun pull in next to us with everyone else.

i begin to walk into the restaurant because i want all of this to be over already so i can go to sleep. i also dont want to seem bored or as if i dont want to be here so im just gonna put a smile on my face.

i spot devin , sean , payton , mar and some other girl ive never seen before. she is really pretty. " omg y/n hi" peyton jumps in my arms giving me a hug.

" hey we are here too" alejandro says behind me. we greet everyone and find our table. i look behind me and see mattia and the same girl making convo. i look ahead and just keep walking. i find my chair and kairi and peyton sit next to me.

i already wanna go home.