more than bestfriends

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- y/n

" y/n you cant keep avoiding him , you guys go to the same school." celeste tells me. i have been avoiding matter all day. i go to school tmr which i really dont want to. 

" no , im not going." i groan into my pillow. " you have to , plus why are you so upset about him liking you? if i were you id be pretty mf happy." she says climbing into the bed next to me.

" im not upset , i was just shocked about the whole thing. celeste he said he was inlove with me." i sigh. " it happened so fast and ontop of that he kissed me."

" wait you what?" she exclaims. " we kissed celeste and he is talking to vic. it felt wrong so i stopped." i explain to her.

" wow , my only question is do you feel the same way about him?" she questioned.

as much as i dont want to admit it , i do. i want to be in a relationship with him. i want to be happh with him but his heart belongs to someone else. i dont want him to drop someone who is also inlove with to be with me.

ive felt the same way since sophomore year but had to hide them because he was dating aliyah. after the broke up we just got closer than ever. i didnt even realize he felt the same way.

" yes celeste , i do have feelings for him. i have ever since 10th grade." i admit to her knowing she has been pressuring me to.

" well you need to have a conversation with him and let him know that. dont leave him hanging like that especially because he poured his heart out to you. even if you guys dont persue a relationship, atleast you will still have that friendship that you worked so hard to build." she tells me. i know she is right but im just scared. " and as of vic , let him figure that out. thats his battle to worry about not yours."

i nod my head and lean my head on her shoulders. im just gonna have to suck up my pride and talk to him tmr at school. no matter the outcome, im just gonna have to tell him we have to take things slow.

" now you need to go eat and take off these clothes." she says patting my leg. " and stop crying, us evanders dont cry."

" can we go out to eat please?" i asked. " yeah , favorite place. now go and get ready." she kisses the side of my head and gets out of my room. 

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- mattia

" mijo you need to talk to her , maybe she was shocked." my mom tells me.

i didnt really want to talk to my friends about this because i wanst ready for anyone to know. i told my mom when i got home because she caught me crying.

" i dont know mama , what if she doesn't feel the same way?" i sit up from her lap and look at her.

" you wouldn't possibly know that unless you speak to her. when you go to school tmr pull her to the side and ask her. dont pressure her though. if she isnt ready im sure she will tell you when she is." my mom explains to me.

i tried texting her and calling her but she wouldn't answer. the boys have been calling me non stop but i won't answer them. hopefully she comes to school tmr because i really want to talk to her.

" now you get some rest , gotta big day ahead if you." my mom kisses my cheek and walks upstairs.

i went on my phone and the first thing that came to mind was her. she will forever be on my mind and i dont know how to control it. i went to my call log and found her contact.

i stared at it before shutting my phone off and going to bed.

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11:35 a.m

there she was at her locker. still beautiful as ever. i slowly found my way to her and stood behind her open locker. she closed it shut and was kinda shocked to see me. thats a first.

" oh um hey," she says awkwardly. " ive been meaning to talk to you about saturday."

my heart skips a beat and hopes for the best. " first i want to say im sorry for leaving you being consumed by your thoughts. also sorry for ignoring your text. i needed some time to think about everything because it happened so fast."

i grab onto her hand and she looks at me. " i feel the same-" she gets cutt off by someone behind me.

i turn around and its vic. omg vic , i forgot she was coming today. " oh my god , hey!" i say excitedly. " hey dork , missed me?" she smiles. i pick her up and spin her around.

" of course i missed you , took you long enough to get here." i put her down and smile. y/n clears her throat and we both turn to her. by her body language, she looks pissed.

" victoria this is y/n , y/n this is um victoria." i say awkwardly. theh both look at each other before shaking hands. " hi ive heard so many good things about you" y/n smiles.

" same , im gld i got to finally meet you." vic states before dropping y/n's hand. " well i should head to class , ill see yoh later babe?" vic turns to me.

i was to busy staring at y/n that i didnt hear her. " um yeah , welcome back once again." i say. she catches my off guard before kissing my cheek.

a couple seconds after she walked away , y/n looks at me with a straight face. " wow , you didnt even tell her. lets not mention she is already calling you babe" she crosses her arm. she trys to walk away but i grab her arm.

" look , im gonna tell her okay. but not until you come clean about your feelings." i say and she scoffs. " im being serious y/n , i poured my heart out to you and ignored me . so once you get to talking so will i."