'19' Last Days Of Being a Teenager |Memoir

How to lose a friend 101

I tried reaching out to a friend because it's been a long time. My reason for for absence was busy.

The more occupied I am, the more I lose friends.
Too many to count, yet to few to give a damn.

That might sound cold, selfish and childlish,
But I am sorry if I am prioritizing my income and career over meaningless hangouts and gists.
I wonder if my friends can't see things from my point of view and understand. Before carrying on with their lives without me in it.

But then, why Shouldn't they?!
Everything does not have to be about me; Who can't get out his head and reply simple 'Hey' texts.

My presence in my friends' lives has vanished and that is a tough pill to swallow. Nonetheless it is one I must.
This loss comes with its gain I'd have no other way. There is time for everything. And now is the right time get everything in order, Even if that costs the friendships I've formed,

If you ever wanna loose some friends?
Work on yourself for six months. In fact Six months is too much. Two!