Inferno love| Mystical Love series#2

Chapter 22

Arden point of view

Waking up today around nine am in morning absolutely dreading for this day to come where I have to go to back in my father house asking him to hand over the marriage papers to sign my lifetime away to somebody who I do not know if it is not the highlight of my days as I would rather be living inside a boat than crawling back there which is completely over my dead body yet somehow I cannot get what I want all the time.

A sad lonely teardrop is falling out of my eyes as I hurriedly wipe it away from my face to get myself ready for a little visit with my dad when I am finally done with getting dressed, I am just walking down the stairs towards the kitchen to see my mother smile is starting to fade away from remembering what happened yesterday as it does continue to dampen In sadness of the silence pain.

"Mum, I think it is about time that I will probably pay dad a visit" I told my mum.

Everyone else in the room like my brother, grandma and mum are all looking at me in surprise for the reason I mentioned to them about going to dad's cottage house clearly speechless therefore they are all stopping what they are doing for a couple of seconds until they snapped out of their dismay at me.

"Why on earth would you want to go back there Cecilia when you made it very clear that it would never be the last or the first place to visit even if the world might get destroyed?"asked my mum in bewilderment.

First of all, my grandma wanting to check my temperature on my forehead to see if I was feeling alright or perhaps being hit on the head looking truly troubled concerning wanting to visit my dad after all the misery he had already caused me.

Secondly, my brother Gus is the only one who knows what I am thinking of during voluntary going to my dad's house for an actual purpose as he does shake his head at me telling me it is not worth it to go sign those paper contracts contrary to fixing every single thing in our family.

"Doing something I should have done a long time ago for this family" I stated to my mum.

I am picking up slices of my grandma's blackberry pie eating it now with a forkful of delicious whipped cream whilst feeling my family are staring at me around the dinner table also I am finally done eating my breakfast to go wash my dishes to avoid the scrutiny of their eyes on me.

"Like what?"Questioned my mum.

This explanation is going to be really difficult to find the right words for explaining to my family members who practically are fighting for me to have my own freedom where I do get a sayof what I do in my life as well as I should be able to get married later on in my future with a husband who I actually love instead of being forced to sign a arranged marriage contract.

It is hugely appalling to hear such an opposite of what they have been expecting of me to be Visiting my dad including not complaining any longer than I usually do when someone else mentions him.

"Signing an arranged marriage contract between me and a random stranger" I said truthfully to my mum.

A deathly silence is washing over my grandparents house my grandma is giving me a daring look to not even thinking of going anywhere nearby my old house as it never really started feeling like a home when I was growing up moreover, my brother Gus also allowed me to come join in playing a game with his friends since Devi is the only person who I know does not judge me compared to everybody who did.

"Listening to me! my daughter, you should not be signing those papers just because you thought it would make me happy or anyone else in this family for this matter"nagged my mums.

A little nagging my mum does to get me to think about it carefully trying to figure out why I had already gotten out of my bed in the morning to decide to put myself through all of this stuff hence facing my problems so early at breakfast time comparison to letting others around me help solving my crisis to avoid the stress of it myself.