Inferno love| Mystical Love series#2

Chapter 25

Five weeks later

Arden point of view

My mom, friends and I are all inside of my dressing room collectively talking amongst themselves as they are all complimenting how beautiful I look in my white poofy wedding dress while, I am standing there in front of a floor length mirror when I was staring into the mirror silently whereas I did not seen to pleased with the girl that i am already starting to become every single day whilst wishing for a miracle could happen yet somehow I am still currently dredging this day to the last moment of where it was supposed to be my happiness day in life.

"Give everyone else a day when you can make them proud of you"I quietly muttered to myself.

As it turns out my best friend managed to hear me muttering to myself to seems me acting a little bit off that makes sense for the reason why I have not been able to speak a word all morning after she heal all my burns on my left arm so, nobody else could know about me secretly trying to self harm myself.

"Are you seriously going to do this to yourself?"asked a stunned Devine.

To begin with I am nodding my head to avoid eyes contact with Devi in case she might finds out how I truly feel regarding my wedding to prevent her from trying to talk me out of this situation to running out on Charles on our own wedding day is seriously crazy sounds like something the old me would never ever do meanwhile I could consider doing it in my head to spite my dad.

"You mean putting everyone else's own happiness before mine and also getting married to a fire tribesmen" I pointed out to Devine.

I tried to walk out of the dressing room when I slightly try to head towards the door but someone was blocking me from exiting who is Devi standing there with her arms cross not letting me leave unless I tell her what she really does wants me to admit to her face regardless if it does begins to take the whole entire day to open up my darkest demon to her in consideration of hiding my gloomy thoughts prior to peeling opening those can of worms enable them from being shut down tightly anymore, I cannot let my personal thoughts to enable me to ahead with this wedding.

"Yes- I have been waiting patiently for you to come back to your senses and I know how much you want me to support you but-"

"But what huh?" I questioned Devine.

There is a little something breaking apart inside of me thus ripping every single tiny piece of thread that keeps me together for a really long period of time to pick up my heart to just give myself away to another man it is kind of bizarre pending on the rest of my years I am often happily by myself sipping tea while glancing out the window other than that I am sometimes going out on my own adventure exploring nature too.

The state of being fine to be alone is what I has already mastered over the years I have been depending upon myself for anything or every single item that I could much possibly want instead of waiting desperately for a my knight and shining armour to be able to rescue me is it rather thrilling to be my own hero in my life story.

"I cannot even support you when I know you are not going into a happy marriage with someone else your father has already arranged for you"complained worriedly Devine.

Mastering to be well off at liking my own company as well as hiding my distaste for horrible events such as soon becoming married to Charles, precisely because of we are both amazing people who get roped into this particular type of arrange life for instance we do not have any fireworks, sparks also an electric connection to each other unlike one I do share with my ex boyfriend who is a earthling person.

Earthlings are angels who control everything else that is so connected to the nature of the world for example woods, trees, forest, ground and ethnically being is their source of magical power.

"It is life for you" I sighed sadly.

This is a part of my story when i thinks that I have done all I can including in the last past couple of months in my life where I realise there is no point of looking back into my past to finds out any small pieces of self doubt lurking in therefore I think it would be brutal if I did not at least attend my own wedding all in all I probably do as a promise my family I will do now.

"sorry, I just did not want to see you getting hurt anymore, Arden" Said Devine apologetically.

Sadly, I am not even doing this to prove a point to anyone else in this room to be able show everyone else that I have been moving on from him in despite of marrying a different man who I solemnly love even though there was one major mishap has already happened in our relationship, I think it would be important to mature about it as to make my life easier for every family members by agreeing to this arranged marriage.

"Thank you very much for your concern about my happiness and besides the point where I am so willing to do whatever it takes for my family to be together again" I said appreciatively to Devine.

One hour later on today out of my dressing room as I casually walked slowly down the wedding isles to see my future husband in laws for the first time in quite a couple of weeks ago since we had to spend time apart from each other or otherwise this whole entire wedding would be cursed not that I ever believe in curses nor do I believe in bad luck either way, I do believe in fate that could lead me to a soulmate someday.

Imagine the probable cause of meeting someone who know what you like, have way too much in common with them, love you for all your flaws, imperfections furthermore, they could start to be ticking off every single box off my lists of qualities to which I prefer in some boy instead of having to be set up when you are no longer in a function relationship to someone else who knows everything about yourself.