Chapter 12

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I fucking love this his boy with all my heart. I hate to admit it but I do.
Today is my birthday and I got my usual happy birthday text at 7:04 Am the time I was born.
Anyways
I went to the beach with him yesterday and when I tell you I wanted to just kiss him and he all over him... he kept doing such cute and dorky things and it was driving me crazy that I couldn't do anything.

I've noticed a habit of his too tho. He loves to wrap his arms around my neck and hug me with his head in my neck and it's the cutest thing. It makes me feel nervous but comfortable at the same time weird to explain.
All I know is if we do become a couple I'm gonna be very clingy and shower him in kisses 24/7 that's home much I love this boy it's not fair. I mean I feel like he'd also be clingy and like to hold my hand and stuff like that.
I don't know. Anyways it's was a fun day at the beach. We had some laughs and funny jokes. He named the ocean frank and I kept forgetting it and saying John and Steven.
I also saw him today and it was very fun. We went to a little brunch and he kept hugging me and shaking my hand to hold it and shit.

Little rant
It's not fair the way I fell for him. He's such a dork and such a weirdo but I still like him. We've been friends forever and one day I just got all flustered and boom liked him. And now I love him. I've loved him ever since last year. It's the little things that get me. When he laughs really hard at something funny, and he weird faces he makes to the random shit I say, the not funny jokes he makes. And now his hair. He never really grew his hair out and now he is a the only word I can describe it as is teenage eren Yeager but a bit curly. It looks very nice. Anyway... I just hope he thinks of me like that. I'm not that attractive in my opinion but still. I hope he likes my laugh or my stupid jokes. I don't know I just hope he will love me the way I love him. And I know this love will only grow. I honestly just want to be in his arms forever it's the best feeling when he puts his chin on my neck and hugs me. It makes me happy. I like his stupid jokes and how much he makes me laugh until I'm crying or saying my cheeks hurt. It's just not fair how little things everyone does his just gets me.

To be continued...
Sorry for the short chapter.

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